Hey guys.
Haven't posted in a while. I haven't been feeling that great. All of my half yearly results came back, and they weren't that great. Nothing that you would really boast about. The things that I thought I'd done well on, I didn't do so great. So basically...the only thing that I did well on was maths, and that was barely good enough.
Sigh, these exams were so stressful, and I didn't really do that well. I feel like I haven't accomplished anything at all.
Ahh well, school is over for one more term. So two more to go. It doesn't feel as if half my HSC year is over...but it is!! I can't believe it!
I'm hoping that these holidays will be stress-free, but at the same time I want to get a lot of work done. But yeah, definitely looking forward to the cousin sleepover!
Sigh, I'm so tired of school. *pouts*
Jess.
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False Happiness
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Yarzzzz!! I'm here to blog an behalf of all of us!!! I would like to announce that we have all offically finished our exams!! Me being the last to finish xD You don't know how much of a pain in the ass the last two weeks have been.. not to mention my last test being Extension 2 Maths!! Great job school for having such good organization!! Shoving such a horrible subject on the last day when everyone are literally studying zombies!! Neways but I was able to gather all my last strength the dance out of the hell hall and yea... fell flat face from exhaustion *sigh* What school does to you..~
Ok so here we are end of term 1, Easter is around the corner, us students are celebrating the epic holidays together!! Yes!! And that means us cousins are about to celebrate this wonderful event!! With my last mentioned Sleepover!! We have planned Monopoly, Water Guns, 500 piece Puzzles x2, Hot Pot and City Outing filled with food, karaoke and Sticker photos!!
Anyways just like to shout out to you guys here about something appearing on my door step 2 days ago~ One of the best things that has ever happened in my life!! It was the Polaroid Camera that I ordered a few weeks ago!! The Fujifilm Instax 25!! It is the cutest thing out!! Oh I also like to brag out my seksi ipod speakers!! Music comes from 4 sides, Alarm and most of all I just love the remote that comes with it xD
Enough of the dragging!! Why is the blog called False Happiness you ask? Well don't you think its true? Yes although our exams are over but this is pretty much telling us how close some of our HSC are to us, halfway through and not alot of time left~ So lets spend this short break free and filled with laughter!!!
Just a lil brief update on my sister~ My mum has been to a counsellor on Tuesday and they advised her to call the police because we don't know if she is safe. The police surprisingly worked fast after a lil interview with my mum they managed to find her at one of her friends place and drove her back.. They told them to have a talk before they left and I decided to lock my mum and bec in a room so they can talk it out, after my shower when I went back in to see how they were... I only saw my mother pouring her eyes out and bec once again on her phone ==. She's always like that.. Ignoring everyone when we only try to understand her and ask her what she wants.. Annoyed I sat down next to her and begged her to tell me whats wrong and if she just wanted to go out without us telling her when to come back? that why she wont leave home again? She said no.. ok.. Fair enough.. So what do you want? *she continues playing on her phone*.. I hate it.. I mean ok you have a right to not say anything but at least give the slightest respect to your mum and listen!! Right? So I snatched the phone off her but she kicked and scratched me.. Me being in a bad mood at 12am midnight.. With a Chemistry exam the next day, fought back.. I hit daylights out of her.. xD oppsie violent me but if this would teach her respect I shall do it!! Mum tried to stop us but she hit mum too!! Whilst mum pulled me back she yelled to bec "Hit me, If you want to hit me, just hit me" and she did.. she punched mums arms.. She punched her in the head twice.. I couldn't take it and hit her once again. Mum was crying, she ripped us apart but I continued.. no one hits their own mother and especially not her!!
*Breathless* I raged at her, she stormed to her room, Me and my mums tears were flowing non-stop .. nothing hurts us more than to see my sister, her daughter walk the wrong path.. She states "You guys cry all you want I got another phone I don't care about any of you's" With a smirk on her face, I asked her "Why did you hit mum? she was defenseless why did you still hit her?! She simply said.. "I don't have a mum like her" What is that? That's not what a human with feelings would say!! I told her friends will always end up leaving, family never do, no matter what, plus her friends are fake, she don't like her for her!! Yet she ignored me she said "I don't have a family with you guys, I like my friends so much more, they are way better than you's!!" Speechless.. Entirely.. She started calling me ugly and saying I think I'm so pretty but really everyone hates me, I mean even if its true.. friendship-wise at least my friends are true.. I know most of her friends and they all use her.. All leave her in the end.. However we just left her after.. We knew she won't change and we had nothing more to say.. Disappointed, but I've still decided to invite her to our cousin outing.. Never-the-less she is still family.. I've told Jay that we won't make her feel left out if she agrees to come.. I mean.. We are studying belonging in english now.. We should understand the feeling of not-belonging its painful.. its lonely.. No matter how bad a person may be, they always want to belong.. Don't they? No one wants to be alone.. Maybe I'm just over sensitive once again, emotional >.> but really.. I think about it alot.. I don;t think anyone deserves to not belonging.. But that's why thought ^^ *deep sigh*
Gosh... this blog has really taken the last bit of my energy ><.. How can I complain? I brought this onto myself.. from sleeping at 2-3am every night to waking up at 7 not to mention today I woke up at 5am to study.. Yarz... Sent sunrise with 4unit maths.. With work and studies, bec all rotating in my life.. What a sad life I have.. aye? But I might continue fighting!!! Now I would-d-d-d.....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz..... *sleeping thoughts* I think I slept halfway through a sentence... oh well.. I-Love-You~ mmm chocolate bunny.. *drools in sleep* I love easter.. ooooooo I see LaLaLand!!! *flies* Ok.. I'm just weird... dot.dot.dot.
*wink*
x3 Bebe.
Ok so here we are end of term 1, Easter is around the corner, us students are celebrating the epic holidays together!! Yes!! And that means us cousins are about to celebrate this wonderful event!! With my last mentioned Sleepover!! We have planned Monopoly, Water Guns, 500 piece Puzzles x2, Hot Pot and City Outing filled with food, karaoke and Sticker photos!!
Anyways just like to shout out to you guys here about something appearing on my door step 2 days ago~ One of the best things that has ever happened in my life!! It was the Polaroid Camera that I ordered a few weeks ago!! The Fujifilm Instax 25!! It is the cutest thing out!! Oh I also like to brag out my seksi ipod speakers!! Music comes from 4 sides, Alarm and most of all I just love the remote that comes with it xD
Enough of the dragging!! Why is the blog called False Happiness you ask? Well don't you think its true? Yes although our exams are over but this is pretty much telling us how close some of our HSC are to us, halfway through and not alot of time left~ So lets spend this short break free and filled with laughter!!!
Just a lil brief update on my sister~ My mum has been to a counsellor on Tuesday and they advised her to call the police because we don't know if she is safe. The police surprisingly worked fast after a lil interview with my mum they managed to find her at one of her friends place and drove her back.. They told them to have a talk before they left and I decided to lock my mum and bec in a room so they can talk it out, after my shower when I went back in to see how they were... I only saw my mother pouring her eyes out and bec once again on her phone ==. She's always like that.. Ignoring everyone when we only try to understand her and ask her what she wants.. Annoyed I sat down next to her and begged her to tell me whats wrong and if she just wanted to go out without us telling her when to come back? that why she wont leave home again? She said no.. ok.. Fair enough.. So what do you want? *she continues playing on her phone*.. I hate it.. I mean ok you have a right to not say anything but at least give the slightest respect to your mum and listen!! Right? So I snatched the phone off her but she kicked and scratched me.. Me being in a bad mood at 12am midnight.. With a Chemistry exam the next day, fought back.. I hit daylights out of her.. xD oppsie violent me but if this would teach her respect I shall do it!! Mum tried to stop us but she hit mum too!! Whilst mum pulled me back she yelled to bec "Hit me, If you want to hit me, just hit me" and she did.. she punched mums arms.. She punched her in the head twice.. I couldn't take it and hit her once again. Mum was crying, she ripped us apart but I continued.. no one hits their own mother and especially not her!!
*Breathless* I raged at her, she stormed to her room, Me and my mums tears were flowing non-stop .. nothing hurts us more than to see my sister, her daughter walk the wrong path.. She states "You guys cry all you want I got another phone I don't care about any of you's" With a smirk on her face, I asked her "Why did you hit mum? she was defenseless why did you still hit her?! She simply said.. "I don't have a mum like her" What is that? That's not what a human with feelings would say!! I told her friends will always end up leaving, family never do, no matter what, plus her friends are fake, she don't like her for her!! Yet she ignored me she said "I don't have a family with you guys, I like my friends so much more, they are way better than you's!!" Speechless.. Entirely.. She started calling me ugly and saying I think I'm so pretty but really everyone hates me, I mean even if its true.. friendship-wise at least my friends are true.. I know most of her friends and they all use her.. All leave her in the end.. However we just left her after.. We knew she won't change and we had nothing more to say.. Disappointed, but I've still decided to invite her to our cousin outing.. Never-the-less she is still family.. I've told Jay that we won't make her feel left out if she agrees to come.. I mean.. We are studying belonging in english now.. We should understand the feeling of not-belonging its painful.. its lonely.. No matter how bad a person may be, they always want to belong.. Don't they? No one wants to be alone.. Maybe I'm just over sensitive once again, emotional >.> but really.. I think about it alot.. I don;t think anyone deserves to not belonging.. But that's why thought ^^ *deep sigh*
Gosh... this blog has really taken the last bit of my energy ><.. How can I complain? I brought this onto myself.. from sleeping at 2-3am every night to waking up at 7 not to mention today I woke up at 5am to study.. Yarz... Sent sunrise with 4unit maths.. With work and studies, bec all rotating in my life.. What a sad life I have.. aye? But I might continue fighting!!! Now I would-d-d-d.....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz..... *sleeping thoughts* I think I slept halfway through a sentence... oh well.. I-Love-You~ mmm chocolate bunny.. *drools in sleep* I love easter.. ooooooo I see LaLaLand!!! *flies* Ok.. I'm just weird... dot.dot.dot.
*wink*
x3 Bebe.
Fights from Siblings...
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Its Be once again, updating this blog~
Gosh.. I shouldnt be here.. why? Well I'm currently in the midst of my half yearly exams xD
okok i know get my butt off this blog right? But hey!! I'm only human I need a break.. really... from all those maths formulas flying around in my head!! Honestly.. does board of studies wanna kill they're future generations?! Geesh!! poor teenagers like ourselves are wasting our lives not on laughter and fun but rather shoving our heads in books!! I mean.. I know yea.. we learn best when we're young and we gain knowledge blah blah blah but give us kids a break.. lifes too short to be wasting 1/4 of our lives in books!! Ok.. enough of my stupid rant which doesnt even change the board of studies' minds xD
So where was I? Screw the thought of my half yearlies!! I am SOOOOO looking foward to the upcoming holidays!!! Yup yup autumn is here and we's no longer sweating our asses off at school!!! Welcome Partays!!! Welcome Easter!!! (most importantly the easter show and the chocolates!!!) hmm.. what else? Whatever.. Welcome all the fun things in this world!!!! Us cousins have planned an outing that will be helping us reminise our times~ relax~ and most of all HAVE FUN!!!
*Thinks* What shall we do? Well its decided on a Thursday night we will treat our grandmas out for hotpot [yum~yum~yum!!] Then we're gonna head over to Jay & Viv's house for a sleep over!! Well.. ugh.. not exactly sleepover when we'll be all~nightering right? Oh well and yes we would come together to upload this blog~ Update you guys on Caitlyn~ Uhh.. Lets see? oh right!! organise an Easter Hunt!!!! Woooooh!!!! Can't wait!! and after our LONG LONG night we shall head out to the city!! Obviously Going to karaoke!! We all love singing so much!! and yea~ our lil family band xDxD Watch us shine bubz!! Ok~ then how can we forget our Friday Night Markets?! Where the delicious Curry Fish Balls and mini stores to check out?! well.. we were planning to make another sleep over.. but due to some of us having tutor the next morning.. - yess.. we're asian and we go tutor.. as if board of studies doesn't give us enough pressure.. >.> - we won't be doing that i guess~ Oh wello~ we have fun with each other no matter where we are!!
=DD
Now enough of annoucements.. I'm goign to continue on my sister..
*sigh sigh sigh* where to start?! She has once again not come home since friday morning.. we really don't know what to do with her.. we've tried everything!! from negoiating to world war III to ignoring to pleading to whatever!! She can't stop!!! I'm kinda getting so use to it I don't even care about her anymore..
OMG!!! and I shall tell you about her fight outside of school.. I am somewhat proud I guess~ Haha there have been a couple of girls who wanted to hit her so badly that hey called for a "one-on-one" and 1st fight~ against my ex best friend until she bretrayed me >.> anyway Bec somehow won although she was so much smaller than her.. like.. WHAM!!! awesomeness~ then the next day.. bec wasn't allowed out by my parents.. but as i was studying in the library me and my guy friends got a phone call from them saying they want to fight us.. [screw them for disturbing my study time] we couldn't ignore them because they had over 50 people inthe park waiting for us and some of our friends were already down there.. in the short notice of time we could only call 30 people down from everywhere who was free on a saturday afternoon!! However they were really scared when they saw one of our friends!! He was really big!! It was the first him I've seen him he's nickname was "Biggie" or something and yes he was really really big.. he was very angry at the other side for annoying us~ They were scared and stepped back.. however the police started coming.. they scattered~ some of them even sang the happy birthday song to try and tell the police we're having a party at the park xDxD silly~ The police aren't stupid!! We on the other hand didn't have that many people so we just left in couples and pretended we were just walking by~ However later I bumped into my ex best friend.. I had a talk with her.. she was all too fake.. she acted like she didnt start anything!! It was her boyfriend and two brothers who started it up anyway.. I just told her to back off!! If she still has little respect in me and her.. she better tell them to back off.. and I guess she didn't want to start anymore with me since we had a bad finish.. So she just called them off.. That was the end of that or so I thought.. They were the cause of me and my god-brothers argument.. we only just made up due to a misunderstand and they.. *sigh* lets just say.. although he's not actually my brother.. I took him as real family.. he's.. Important.. Anyway ^^ back to my story~ A few days later when my sister finished school.. they came up to her again!! they don't stop =.= but I didn't want to be part of it anymore I'm way too tired to immature "teeny boppers" I just let Bec and my friends handle it.. This time we hasd 100 on our side because our friends were all in the area at the time.. It was somewhat scary.. I'm going to skip all the other bits but lets just say Bec did end up in another fight with another girls.. She apparently knew karate.. and was acting all cocky.. however beforehand I taught Bec some moves and did great!! She threw her head against her knee, threw it over and over against against a glass door and cut her lip.. got her into a headlock and knocked the sunlights out of all.. and last.. she managed to tear off her.. Battle.Ready.Armor.. [for those who don't know what that is.. just read the capital letters] and another friend of ours made a guy who was calling her names and swearing threats at her say sorry and vow to never do it again.. well I guess this time really is the end~
*Another Sigh* life of the some teenagers.. go school man =.="
but they chose their life.. no future? it doesn't concern me as they're not the ones that I value.. I don't like fights.. I really don't.. seeing people hurt.. especially for stupid reasons like that.. For some reason my heart always cringes.. I suppose it's my soft heartedness.. I really hate it though..
ANYWAYS!! I'm going to stop here!! As I have a pile of maths equations piling on top of me *curses under breath* Keke~ I've really gotta stop my depressing blogs but then again this blog is called "If my life were a drama" right?! Emotions are supposed to be set free here~
And now..
SHOUT OUT TO
QQ: Get out of your room!! Open up as me, jay and viv would be holding you up no matter what!!
Jay: Please don't kill anyone while I'm doing my exams
Viv: Where are you?!
x3. Bebe.
Gosh.. I shouldnt be here.. why? Well I'm currently in the midst of my half yearly exams xD
okok i know get my butt off this blog right? But hey!! I'm only human I need a break.. really... from all those maths formulas flying around in my head!! Honestly.. does board of studies wanna kill they're future generations?! Geesh!! poor teenagers like ourselves are wasting our lives not on laughter and fun but rather shoving our heads in books!! I mean.. I know yea.. we learn best when we're young and we gain knowledge blah blah blah but give us kids a break.. lifes too short to be wasting 1/4 of our lives in books!! Ok.. enough of my stupid rant which doesnt even change the board of studies' minds xD
So where was I? Screw the thought of my half yearlies!! I am SOOOOO looking foward to the upcoming holidays!!! Yup yup autumn is here and we's no longer sweating our asses off at school!!! Welcome Partays!!! Welcome Easter!!! (most importantly the easter show and the chocolates!!!) hmm.. what else? Whatever.. Welcome all the fun things in this world!!!! Us cousins have planned an outing that will be helping us reminise our times~ relax~ and most of all HAVE FUN!!!
*Thinks* What shall we do? Well its decided on a Thursday night we will treat our grandmas out for hotpot [yum~yum~yum!!] Then we're gonna head over to Jay & Viv's house for a sleep over!! Well.. ugh.. not exactly sleepover when we'll be all~nightering right? Oh well and yes we would come together to upload this blog~ Update you guys on Caitlyn~ Uhh.. Lets see? oh right!! organise an Easter Hunt!!!! Woooooh!!!! Can't wait!! and after our LONG LONG night we shall head out to the city!! Obviously Going to karaoke!! We all love singing so much!! and yea~ our lil family band xDxD Watch us shine bubz!! Ok~ then how can we forget our Friday Night Markets?! Where the delicious Curry Fish Balls and mini stores to check out?! well.. we were planning to make another sleep over.. but due to some of us having tutor the next morning.. - yess.. we're asian and we go tutor.. as if board of studies doesn't give us enough pressure.. >.> - we won't be doing that i guess~ Oh wello~ we have fun with each other no matter where we are!!
=DD
Now enough of annoucements.. I'm goign to continue on my sister..
*sigh sigh sigh* where to start?! She has once again not come home since friday morning.. we really don't know what to do with her.. we've tried everything!! from negoiating to world war III to ignoring to pleading to whatever!! She can't stop!!! I'm kinda getting so use to it I don't even care about her anymore..
OMG!!! and I shall tell you about her fight outside of school.. I am somewhat proud I guess~ Haha there have been a couple of girls who wanted to hit her so badly that hey called for a "one-on-one" and 1st fight~ against my ex best friend until she bretrayed me >.> anyway Bec somehow won although she was so much smaller than her.. like.. WHAM!!! awesomeness~ then the next day.. bec wasn't allowed out by my parents.. but as i was studying in the library me and my guy friends got a phone call from them saying they want to fight us.. [screw them for disturbing my study time] we couldn't ignore them because they had over 50 people inthe park waiting for us and some of our friends were already down there.. in the short notice of time we could only call 30 people down from everywhere who was free on a saturday afternoon!! However they were really scared when they saw one of our friends!! He was really big!! It was the first him I've seen him he's nickname was "Biggie" or something and yes he was really really big.. he was very angry at the other side for annoying us~ They were scared and stepped back.. however the police started coming.. they scattered~ some of them even sang the happy birthday song to try and tell the police we're having a party at the park xDxD silly~ The police aren't stupid!! We on the other hand didn't have that many people so we just left in couples and pretended we were just walking by~ However later I bumped into my ex best friend.. I had a talk with her.. she was all too fake.. she acted like she didnt start anything!! It was her boyfriend and two brothers who started it up anyway.. I just told her to back off!! If she still has little respect in me and her.. she better tell them to back off.. and I guess she didn't want to start anymore with me since we had a bad finish.. So she just called them off.. That was the end of that or so I thought.. They were the cause of me and my god-brothers argument.. we only just made up due to a misunderstand and they.. *sigh* lets just say.. although he's not actually my brother.. I took him as real family.. he's.. Important.. Anyway ^^ back to my story~ A few days later when my sister finished school.. they came up to her again!! they don't stop =.= but I didn't want to be part of it anymore I'm way too tired to immature "teeny boppers" I just let Bec and my friends handle it.. This time we hasd 100 on our side because our friends were all in the area at the time.. It was somewhat scary.. I'm going to skip all the other bits but lets just say Bec did end up in another fight with another girls.. She apparently knew karate.. and was acting all cocky.. however beforehand I taught Bec some moves and did great!! She threw her head against her knee, threw it over and over against against a glass door and cut her lip.. got her into a headlock and knocked the sunlights out of all.. and last.. she managed to tear off her.. Battle.Ready.Armor.. [for those who don't know what that is.. just read the capital letters] and another friend of ours made a guy who was calling her names and swearing threats at her say sorry and vow to never do it again.. well I guess this time really is the end~
*Another Sigh* life of the some teenagers.. go school man =.="
but they chose their life.. no future? it doesn't concern me as they're not the ones that I value.. I don't like fights.. I really don't.. seeing people hurt.. especially for stupid reasons like that.. For some reason my heart always cringes.. I suppose it's my soft heartedness.. I really hate it though..
ANYWAYS!! I'm going to stop here!! As I have a pile of maths equations piling on top of me *curses under breath* Keke~ I've really gotta stop my depressing blogs but then again this blog is called "If my life were a drama" right?! Emotions are supposed to be set free here~
And now..
SHOUT OUT TO
QQ: Get out of your room!! Open up as me, jay and viv would be holding you up no matter what!!
Jay: Please don't kill anyone while I'm doing my exams
Viv: Where are you?!
x3. Bebe.
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