Hello hello!
Haha...I haven't been on this blogger for ages, let alone on this blog. But yes, we really should keep this blog alive. I mean, it's got some potential, we just actually have to commit to it ^^. So I'll shall start this ball rolling and hopefully someone will continue.
Sooo...the most recent thing that has happened within our family has got to be the arrival of the infamous Heather who has always been the talk of around the parents, the one who is very smart and studied in Canada. First up, I have to explain that how she is related to us. Bear in mind, this might get a little confusing.
Our grandfather had 3 wives, as you would've known if you had read one of the earliest post in this blog. 2 of the wives were twins. One of the twins is me and jay's grandmother. And the other is queenie's and jackie's grandmother. In actual fact, they are all our grandmothers but let's get a little technical here I suppose. And so, the third wife, who mind you, none of us has really met before, is Heather's grandmother. And thus, out of all of this mess, I hope you can come to the conclusion that she is our cousin. Haha...what a round about way of saying it aye?
Anyways, I must admit that I wasn't very excited to meet her. I have never met her before, so i didn't know what she was like and judging by how our last cousin, Catilyn turned out, you couldn't blame me for keeping up a barrier in case something similar happened once again.
Thankfully it did not. It was jay and queenie who got to know Heather well and soon they were attached at the hip. I must admit, I became quite attached myself once I got to know her. She is 25 years old but acts around the same age as us cousins, maybe even a little less mature than me. Haha...she's very out-going, kind and easy to talk to. We've come to know each other a great deal over these past weeks, especially Jay who loves to ask her questions :)
It was from one of the questions that we asked her, that we came to the realisation that 10 years ago, she was actually suppose to come study in Australia. What happened was, some mess up happened somewhere in the middle of transferring paper work. And because Heather needed to finalise her placement quickly, my auntie in Canada quickly finalised paperwork in Canada and so she was sent there instead.
To think that, 10 years ago, she could've already been here is quite shocking. How different would things be? Would they be different at all or would it be the same, just with an extra cousin to bond with? Fate sure is unpredictable.
But she's here now. And it has been extremely fun hanging out with her, especially since she is staying at me and jay's house, so we get to bug her at night. Of course, it's not exactly the best thing since I get distracted from my studies, but it is definitely more important, in terms of priorities.
The sad thing is, she is leaving the day after tomorrow. It has been a short but sweet time together, but all too soon, she has to return to Hong Kong. There is definitely a part of me that wishes that she could stay here, but the realistic part of me knows that sooner or later she would have to return, and in this case, it's just sooner than later.
So yeah, I know that this definitely won't be the end, especially since we have formed a special attachment to her, something which isn't exactly a good thing. I'm sure we'll keep in contact and we'll visit one another soon enough.
Okay. That's me for today! I hope i haven't bore you to death.
Byyeee
~Viv
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There Once Was A Girl Named... CAITLYN?
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Ok!!! Here we are~ Starting 12:20am here in Jay and Viv's house!! After our almost 3 hour long Monopoly and our mouth watering hot caramel chocolate, I'm sitting right here in front on the computer screen typing my life away while the 3 seksi ladies are on the floor beside me trying to complete our 500 pieced puzzle~ Yea.. Queenie just groaned because she's absolutely hopeless at it!!! At least she doesn't have her head in her school work == Oh.. Bad call.. She just complained about not doing her homework.. Geesh!! She totally thinks she's gonna fail like what the freak?! Ahh she's being modest xD Yup!! So they don't know I'm eavesdropping on them and their little bitching-sesh of a certain girl in her school~ Hehe
Ok so lets start from today!! Omg I was at work and it was pouring!!! But Thank God by the time I finished at 7pm and needed to head over to the hot pot restaurant it stopped... We were having to much fun with our food haha forcing each other to eat the "last" meat and "last" fish and stupid queenie going on her diet?! Like Fk The What?! She's a skinny ass bitch!! Ok.. Anyway I bought soo much junk food which I highly doubt we'll even get near finishing!!
Next off we came back to Jay and Viv's house where half of us took the taxi and the other half getting driven we popped up into the bed and played that awesome game of monopoly, we started off swearing and raging at each other for all the properties each of us bought and fighting over which street colour we wanted~ The swear words flew over the board whereas the money we're soaring through the air.. yea.. a mini war xP So.. as it were heading to the end I think due to all the energy we used up earlier on in the game we pretty much died x.x But yea.. despite the fact queenie had the most properties she ended up bankrupted since she landed on all of Jay's house filled properties... Ok thats the end of that..
But yea.. I'm getting a little sidetracked.. The main idea of this blog is for us to finally gather up our info and thoughts on Caitlyn~ The girl we have been previously mentioning in our other blogs... Now where should we start? Hm.. *thinks* I think it was a November.. the end of 2008 when we first met her, at first we were reluctant to approach since we've never had anyone new joining our family and calling someone new.. our "cousin" since the rest of us grew up together and we're pretty much inseparable yea.. she was someone.. different.. But that wasn't the problem we still treated her nicely, taught her english, helped her with her school work and assessments.. and any other thing she needed.. then! She decided to turn her back on us!! She started writing a diary.. [ok!! I know we're not supposed to look through other peoples privacy~ But hey!! not our fault if she wrote crap about us right? *nudge nudge* right?] About us!! And how bad we were to her and everything like Fk The What?! Who gave you the opportunity to come here and obtain a better possibility?! US!! Who went through all the trouble to pay thousands a year to let you come here?! US!! Who paid for your daily expenses?! US!! Who gave you a place to stay and gave you food and clothes?! US!! Don't even let me continue.. Geesh this is soo not my style firing up.. but dude that girl has ISSUES!!
Did I mention we talked crap about us?! eg. Our grandmas are bitches?! That she will have a better life than us?! We're spoiled bitches?! Like HEY!!! Let's go back a few knotches!! We welcomed you here bitch!! Ok *puff puff* I'm just going to stop her.. and let my girls do the bitching man.. This is simply OUTRAGEOUS!! *wink wink*~
Bebe.x
heyhey~ its queenie here! and thanks jackiee...loving all the bitchy comments you are writing about me ><>
like jackie said...we had hot pot!! fishballs *yummm
I'm not exactly on a diet like jackie says..i just cant eat too much...cos i feel VERY sick afterwards =(...AND i still ate heaps
its currently 1.14AM and i really want to sleep but i have to stay up with my lovely cousins to complete a puzzle which has 500 freaken piecessss!! fml....
haha i'm also eavesdropping on them atm and i hear jay moaning about her fail essay..omfg she soo did not fail!!! we all know shes smart ;)
Okay! back to caitlyn~ one word..BITCH. like wtf bro shes such a fken ungrateful bitch. shes come to aus with open loving hands and she repays them by bitching about them in her diary about how everyone looks down on her. WHICH is soo not true!!...anywayss talking about her is such a waste of time!
Timeee to continue with the puzzle..-signing off-
anywaysss tomorrow we are only to have a hardcore city outing which is why we need to seriously go to sleep cos alot of vigorous activites will be happening tomorrow ;) omggg all the yummy food we are going to eat tomorrow *drools! haha and go K...sing jay sean songs which is jackies fav. artist *smirk.. thinking he was a non-curry LOL!!
<3>
ok it's jay here now. it's now 1.30 am and i'm feeling so dead. bleh. i slept at 4 am yesterday but i woke up feeling so awake!! anyhow, talking about caitlyn doesn't make me feel anything because even though she's my cousin...she never treated us like we were, and now I don't want to treat her like one anymore.
anyway there are a lot of things that she did that were really horrible, and she caused us all a lot of grief. she was never able to see all of the things that we sacrificed for her while she was here. bringing her here from vietnam and paying for her school expenses and her intensive english courses cost over $10000. And even after going to all those lessons, she still wasn't able to take anything in. After going for ten weeks, she still didn't know what a table was.. and so we had to pay for another ten weeks otherwise she wouldn't have been able to go to high school.
she caused grandma and my aunts a lot of grief, and she threw massive temper tantrums for no apparent reasons. my aunty got her a job working with a friend about a month or two before she left, working with jewellery. but she was ungrateful...and she stole a lot of jewelery from the place and sold it...and my aunty was humiliated and was forced to pay her friend back.
but caitlyn was still acting up. sigh. it was hard to act like there was nothing wrong, even though we knew that she'd written such horrible things about us. on one hand we felt extremely annoyed and pissed at her for daring to write something like that about us, but on the otherhand, we didn't want to completely alienate her because after all, she was our cousin.
anyway in her diary, she wrote that she was going to become even better than all of us here, and that she was going to be smarter and better, and when she was at the top, she could look back and laugh at us all.. and i remember feeling that it was extremely arrogant of her to say so, because after all..no offence, but she was extremely dumb..and there wasn't much chance of her becoming successful in a place like vietnam.
anyway i dunno..i don't want to think about her anymore. the other three have moved the puzzle to the side and haha they thought they lost a piece. hilarious. now we're trying to decide on a time to leave. haha anyway i'm going to sit down and talk now. time for viv.
love, jay
hey hey!
Vivy's here! It's currently 1:54 am. Man...i'm so tired it's not funny. But, you know, i have been anticipating this outing for a very long time. And although the day hasn't exactly gone the way i imagined it, it's still great because i'm with my closest people in the whole wide world and i would rather be here than anywhere else.
But onto Caitlyn. I totally agree with everything that my three lovely ladies have said above. But i have to admit, before i knew what Caitlyn did, i did feel sorry for her. To have to leave Vietnam and come to australia all by herself and live with people that she hasn't even met for a very long time seems like such a daunting task and it's really courageous of her to do so. And i felt so bad that she had to look after all the babies while all the other children were having fun together and laughing happily. And yeah, i sorta understand the way she feels towards us, considering all the luck and fortune (we are not rich, but we are fortunate enough to live a comfortable life) that we have. But she seriously went too far with what she did, regardless of what we have.
Yes, sometimes we can be a little bitchy. But most of the time, we are really kind and nice. We allowed Caitlyn to stay in australia, under a roof with food, clothing and shelter. We provided her with education and a place to work so that she can earn money to take back home with her. But she doesn't really appreciate it.
She says that we boast about all the things we have that she doesn't but she doesn't understand that that was not our intentions. Like, one time, she wanted to buy a bracelet and jackie's mum said that it was the same one that jackie had, but caitlyn didn't care and got it anyways. I mean, gosh....it's totally not right to get something even though she knows that someone else has it. And the same thing happened again when jackie and caitlyn and her mum went shopping and jackie wanted to buy this dress. And caitlyn saw it and said she wanted to get it too, even though she knew that jackie wanted to get it. I mean, come on, she was right in front of her and she still wanted to get it. that is just not on!
And then, there was also the incident when jackie's mum was kind enough to buy caitlyn a moblie phone for her birthday. And like, later on, caitlyn said she wanted to buy a phone for her dad but it turns out, she kept the phone that jackie gave to her for her dad and used the phone that she bought for herself. I mean, how selfish can she get! We try to giver her affection and treat her as family and she doesn't even return the favour.
I just don't understand her. She is so inconsiderate and doesn't care about others when we all try to make her feel a part of the family. I understand that she is away from her family and she must feel so foreign in Australia, but what she did is totally not appropriate.
It turns out, near the end of her year. She tried to go to the principal and beg him/her to let her stay for another year, asking her/him not to tell our auntie about it. But it still got to them. It's not that we don't want to let her stay. But there is a lot of money involved in letting her stay for another year and she doesn't seem to appreciate it and put it in good use to pursue her education, so there is really no point in letting her stay in the first place.
Her actions turned so bad towards the end that our grandmas and aunties wouldn't pay for her aeroplace ticket home. Which she ended up paying for herself! Ha! Serves her right. I'm sorry, i'm not usually this bitchy and i really did try to see the good to what she did, tried to reason with her actions, but she just pushed passed the boundaries time and time again, making it harder and harder for me to try to understand and let it pass by. So yeah. This is the end of my bit now. We are going to prepare for bed and then lie in bed, maybe play some cards, have some heart to hearts and then bedtime! So that tomorrow we can be awake and fresh to start the new day and the new adventure! :D
Okay! Bedtime kiddys!
~Viv
Hehe~ Signing off time: 2:24am
Love Love Love Love from Us~
Ok so lets start from today!! Omg I was at work and it was pouring!!! But Thank God by the time I finished at 7pm and needed to head over to the hot pot restaurant it stopped... We were having to much fun with our food haha forcing each other to eat the "last" meat and "last" fish and stupid queenie going on her diet?! Like Fk The What?! She's a skinny ass bitch!! Ok.. Anyway I bought soo much junk food which I highly doubt we'll even get near finishing!!
Next off we came back to Jay and Viv's house where half of us took the taxi and the other half getting driven we popped up into the bed and played that awesome game of monopoly, we started off swearing and raging at each other for all the properties each of us bought and fighting over which street colour we wanted~ The swear words flew over the board whereas the money we're soaring through the air.. yea.. a mini war xP So.. as it were heading to the end I think due to all the energy we used up earlier on in the game we pretty much died x.x But yea.. despite the fact queenie had the most properties she ended up bankrupted since she landed on all of Jay's house filled properties... Ok thats the end of that..
But yea.. I'm getting a little sidetracked.. The main idea of this blog is for us to finally gather up our info and thoughts on Caitlyn~ The girl we have been previously mentioning in our other blogs... Now where should we start? Hm.. *thinks* I think it was a November.. the end of 2008 when we first met her, at first we were reluctant to approach since we've never had anyone new joining our family and calling someone new.. our "cousin" since the rest of us grew up together and we're pretty much inseparable yea.. she was someone.. different.. But that wasn't the problem we still treated her nicely, taught her english, helped her with her school work and assessments.. and any other thing she needed.. then! She decided to turn her back on us!! She started writing a diary.. [ok!! I know we're not supposed to look through other peoples privacy~ But hey!! not our fault if she wrote crap about us right? *nudge nudge* right?] About us!! And how bad we were to her and everything like Fk The What?! Who gave you the opportunity to come here and obtain a better possibility?! US!! Who went through all the trouble to pay thousands a year to let you come here?! US!! Who paid for your daily expenses?! US!! Who gave you a place to stay and gave you food and clothes?! US!! Don't even let me continue.. Geesh this is soo not my style firing up.. but dude that girl has ISSUES!!
Did I mention we talked crap about us?! eg. Our grandmas are bitches?! That she will have a better life than us?! We're spoiled bitches?! Like HEY!!! Let's go back a few knotches!! We welcomed you here bitch!! Ok *puff puff* I'm just going to stop her.. and let my girls do the bitching man.. This is simply OUTRAGEOUS!! *wink wink*~
Bebe.x
heyhey~ its queenie here! and thanks jackiee...loving all the bitchy comments you are writing about me ><>
like jackie said...we had hot pot!! fishballs *yummm
I'm not exactly on a diet like jackie says..i just cant eat too much...cos i feel VERY sick afterwards =(...AND i still ate heaps
its currently 1.14AM and i really want to sleep but i have to stay up with my lovely cousins to complete a puzzle which has 500 freaken piecessss!! fml....
haha i'm also eavesdropping on them atm and i hear jay moaning about her fail essay..omfg she soo did not fail!!! we all know shes smart ;)
Okay! back to caitlyn~ one word..BITCH. like wtf bro shes such a fken ungrateful bitch. shes come to aus with open loving hands and she repays them by bitching about them in her diary about how everyone looks down on her. WHICH is soo not true!!...anywayss talking about her is such a waste of time!
Timeee to continue with the puzzle..-signing off-
anywaysss tomorrow we are only to have a hardcore city outing which is why we need to seriously go to sleep cos alot of vigorous activites will be happening tomorrow ;) omggg all the yummy food we are going to eat tomorrow *drools! haha and go K...sing jay sean songs which is jackies fav. artist *smirk.. thinking he was a non-curry LOL!!
<3>
ok it's jay here now. it's now 1.30 am and i'm feeling so dead. bleh. i slept at 4 am yesterday but i woke up feeling so awake!! anyhow, talking about caitlyn doesn't make me feel anything because even though she's my cousin...she never treated us like we were, and now I don't want to treat her like one anymore.
anyway there are a lot of things that she did that were really horrible, and she caused us all a lot of grief. she was never able to see all of the things that we sacrificed for her while she was here. bringing her here from vietnam and paying for her school expenses and her intensive english courses cost over $10000. And even after going to all those lessons, she still wasn't able to take anything in. After going for ten weeks, she still didn't know what a table was.. and so we had to pay for another ten weeks otherwise she wouldn't have been able to go to high school.
she caused grandma and my aunts a lot of grief, and she threw massive temper tantrums for no apparent reasons. my aunty got her a job working with a friend about a month or two before she left, working with jewellery. but she was ungrateful...and she stole a lot of jewelery from the place and sold it...and my aunty was humiliated and was forced to pay her friend back.
but caitlyn was still acting up. sigh. it was hard to act like there was nothing wrong, even though we knew that she'd written such horrible things about us. on one hand we felt extremely annoyed and pissed at her for daring to write something like that about us, but on the otherhand, we didn't want to completely alienate her because after all, she was our cousin.
anyway in her diary, she wrote that she was going to become even better than all of us here, and that she was going to be smarter and better, and when she was at the top, she could look back and laugh at us all.. and i remember feeling that it was extremely arrogant of her to say so, because after all..no offence, but she was extremely dumb..and there wasn't much chance of her becoming successful in a place like vietnam.
anyway i dunno..i don't want to think about her anymore. the other three have moved the puzzle to the side and haha they thought they lost a piece. hilarious. now we're trying to decide on a time to leave. haha anyway i'm going to sit down and talk now. time for viv.
love, jay
hey hey!
Vivy's here! It's currently 1:54 am. Man...i'm so tired it's not funny. But, you know, i have been anticipating this outing for a very long time. And although the day hasn't exactly gone the way i imagined it, it's still great because i'm with my closest people in the whole wide world and i would rather be here than anywhere else.
But onto Caitlyn. I totally agree with everything that my three lovely ladies have said above. But i have to admit, before i knew what Caitlyn did, i did feel sorry for her. To have to leave Vietnam and come to australia all by herself and live with people that she hasn't even met for a very long time seems like such a daunting task and it's really courageous of her to do so. And i felt so bad that she had to look after all the babies while all the other children were having fun together and laughing happily. And yeah, i sorta understand the way she feels towards us, considering all the luck and fortune (we are not rich, but we are fortunate enough to live a comfortable life) that we have. But she seriously went too far with what she did, regardless of what we have.
Yes, sometimes we can be a little bitchy. But most of the time, we are really kind and nice. We allowed Caitlyn to stay in australia, under a roof with food, clothing and shelter. We provided her with education and a place to work so that she can earn money to take back home with her. But she doesn't really appreciate it.
She says that we boast about all the things we have that she doesn't but she doesn't understand that that was not our intentions. Like, one time, she wanted to buy a bracelet and jackie's mum said that it was the same one that jackie had, but caitlyn didn't care and got it anyways. I mean, gosh....it's totally not right to get something even though she knows that someone else has it. And the same thing happened again when jackie and caitlyn and her mum went shopping and jackie wanted to buy this dress. And caitlyn saw it and said she wanted to get it too, even though she knew that jackie wanted to get it. I mean, come on, she was right in front of her and she still wanted to get it. that is just not on!
And then, there was also the incident when jackie's mum was kind enough to buy caitlyn a moblie phone for her birthday. And like, later on, caitlyn said she wanted to buy a phone for her dad but it turns out, she kept the phone that jackie gave to her for her dad and used the phone that she bought for herself. I mean, how selfish can she get! We try to giver her affection and treat her as family and she doesn't even return the favour.
I just don't understand her. She is so inconsiderate and doesn't care about others when we all try to make her feel a part of the family. I understand that she is away from her family and she must feel so foreign in Australia, but what she did is totally not appropriate.
It turns out, near the end of her year. She tried to go to the principal and beg him/her to let her stay for another year, asking her/him not to tell our auntie about it. But it still got to them. It's not that we don't want to let her stay. But there is a lot of money involved in letting her stay for another year and she doesn't seem to appreciate it and put it in good use to pursue her education, so there is really no point in letting her stay in the first place.
Her actions turned so bad towards the end that our grandmas and aunties wouldn't pay for her aeroplace ticket home. Which she ended up paying for herself! Ha! Serves her right. I'm sorry, i'm not usually this bitchy and i really did try to see the good to what she did, tried to reason with her actions, but she just pushed passed the boundaries time and time again, making it harder and harder for me to try to understand and let it pass by. So yeah. This is the end of my bit now. We are going to prepare for bed and then lie in bed, maybe play some cards, have some heart to hearts and then bedtime! So that tomorrow we can be awake and fresh to start the new day and the new adventure! :D
Okay! Bedtime kiddys!
~Viv
Hehe~ Signing off time: 2:24am
Love Love Love Love from Us~
TOMORROW!
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Tomorrow is the big day!! Ahh I'm so excited! There were a few hiccups today though..
Dad was going to force Wendy to come to hot pot with us, but I said no because it would have been awkward with her there. And then he said he'd come to some sort of 'deal', pft, yeah in his own mind, apparently he'd talked to Wendy and made a deal, but in reality, the only deal he made was in his mind. He said that Wendy didn't need to come to hot pot with us tomorrow, but she had to go to the city with us on Friday which was even worse, and then he was like, if you don't take her, I'm not going to give you any monet. So..WHAT A DICKHEAD!
Argh, and then I heard that he'd tried calling Jackie's mum to get some support or something, and telling her that Queenie should bring her brother to the city as well. Argh. How annoying.
But anyway, it's been sorted out. Wendy never wanted to go in the first place.
I hope tomorrow will be fun!
Anyway going to watch dramas now, hooked on 'You're Beautiful'. Hehehe.
Signing out now.
Jay XD
Dad was going to force Wendy to come to hot pot with us, but I said no because it would have been awkward with her there. And then he said he'd come to some sort of 'deal', pft, yeah in his own mind, apparently he'd talked to Wendy and made a deal, but in reality, the only deal he made was in his mind. He said that Wendy didn't need to come to hot pot with us tomorrow, but she had to go to the city with us on Friday which was even worse, and then he was like, if you don't take her, I'm not going to give you any monet. So..WHAT A DICKHEAD!
Argh, and then I heard that he'd tried calling Jackie's mum to get some support or something, and telling her that Queenie should bring her brother to the city as well. Argh. How annoying.
But anyway, it's been sorted out. Wendy never wanted to go in the first place.
I hope tomorrow will be fun!
Anyway going to watch dramas now, hooked on 'You're Beautiful'. Hehehe.
Signing out now.
Jay XD
Hello hello!
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Hey my dears!
Vivy's in the house!
Haha...hey guys. Gosh..i'm in such a good mood for some unknown reason. I was rather annoyed before but now i'm happy? I'm so strange.
Meh...I was just listening to a very bouncy song that made me dancer crazily into my room. It made me think of our cousin outing just recently at Star City. Our parents rented an apartment and we were par~taying while our parents were downstairs gambling or watching a concert. :P
It was sooo fun! We were inside the master bedroom, with our little cousin (who really shouldn't have been there) dancing to songs on Jackie's ipod, which was attached to a loud speaker. Now, i must say. I'm not exactly one of those people who usually dance. I find it rather awkward and would rather not coz i don't like embarrassing myself. When I'm around friends, i would just stand on the sidelines, shaking my head and feigning an excuse that i didn't know how to dance when someone tried to get me to join in. Yeah...i'm a boring person, so what!
The only times i dance are in the confines of my bedroom, with no one but myself, dancing in front of the mirror :D But I found that I was able to dance comfortably that night with my sister and cousins. And I had so much fun and didn't feel like digging a hole for myself because i was dying of embarrassment. I just belted out moves and didn't give a damn of what others thought of me. Something that i usually don't do. And for that reason, I have another reason to be so grateful to this tight bond that we share.
To be able to do something that is outside of my comfort zone is rare as I am a coward. So to be able to do that without shame, is a really big achievement, thanks to my sister and cousins.
We also sang to our auntie that night, who had to stay back to look after her two young children. I hope that she had as much fun as we had despite not being able to go with all the other adults. I hope that our little number to her was able to cheer her up and was able to let her have a little fun.
It's seriously no joke to be a mother. I'm sure we all agree that just trying to look after a child for a few hours is really tiring, let alone a few years. And to top that off, our auntie has to look after two children, both at young ages. That is crazy! I really take me hat off to her.
And i hope that our two little adorable cousins will get well soon as they are both not feeling well right now. They both get sick a lot, especially the little one. So I hope that they get well soon and become little energetic buggers again :)
Oh oh oh! It's nearly time for our cousin outing! The days counting down to the eventful evening are just sooo long! I just want it to hurry up and arrive so we can have lots and lots of fun together! I just can't wait!
Hehe...tomorrow is our prep day. We have to vacuum and change the bedsheets in prep for the night. It's gonna be very tiring, but very very worth it :)
Aiya...i'm itching for the day to come already!
I better go off and get some work done now. Cya lovelys
~Viv
Vivy's in the house!
Haha...hey guys. Gosh..i'm in such a good mood for some unknown reason. I was rather annoyed before but now i'm happy? I'm so strange.
Meh...I was just listening to a very bouncy song that made me dancer crazily into my room. It made me think of our cousin outing just recently at Star City. Our parents rented an apartment and we were par~taying while our parents were downstairs gambling or watching a concert. :P
It was sooo fun! We were inside the master bedroom, with our little cousin (who really shouldn't have been there) dancing to songs on Jackie's ipod, which was attached to a loud speaker. Now, i must say. I'm not exactly one of those people who usually dance. I find it rather awkward and would rather not coz i don't like embarrassing myself. When I'm around friends, i would just stand on the sidelines, shaking my head and feigning an excuse that i didn't know how to dance when someone tried to get me to join in. Yeah...i'm a boring person, so what!
The only times i dance are in the confines of my bedroom, with no one but myself, dancing in front of the mirror :D But I found that I was able to dance comfortably that night with my sister and cousins. And I had so much fun and didn't feel like digging a hole for myself because i was dying of embarrassment. I just belted out moves and didn't give a damn of what others thought of me. Something that i usually don't do. And for that reason, I have another reason to be so grateful to this tight bond that we share.
To be able to do something that is outside of my comfort zone is rare as I am a coward. So to be able to do that without shame, is a really big achievement, thanks to my sister and cousins.
We also sang to our auntie that night, who had to stay back to look after her two young children. I hope that she had as much fun as we had despite not being able to go with all the other adults. I hope that our little number to her was able to cheer her up and was able to let her have a little fun.
It's seriously no joke to be a mother. I'm sure we all agree that just trying to look after a child for a few hours is really tiring, let alone a few years. And to top that off, our auntie has to look after two children, both at young ages. That is crazy! I really take me hat off to her.
And i hope that our two little adorable cousins will get well soon as they are both not feeling well right now. They both get sick a lot, especially the little one. So I hope that they get well soon and become little energetic buggers again :)
Oh oh oh! It's nearly time for our cousin outing! The days counting down to the eventful evening are just sooo long! I just want it to hurry up and arrive so we can have lots and lots of fun together! I just can't wait!
Hehe...tomorrow is our prep day. We have to vacuum and change the bedsheets in prep for the night. It's gonna be very tiring, but very very worth it :)
Aiya...i'm itching for the day to come already!
I better go off and get some work done now. Cya lovelys
~Viv
Our birthdays :)
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Hey lovelys,
It's been a while since you've heard from me, hasn't it? Hehe...it's not that i don't love you guys, it's more of the fact that I don't know what to write. But i thought since it is now the holidays, i should pop in and say something :)
Term 1 of year 11 has been really hectic for me. Now, i know i shouldn't be complaining because my sister and cousins have got it worse, but i am seriously struggling. There is just loads and loads of hw, causing me to fall behind in 3 or more of my subjects :D That's more than half! To top it off, I've been having problems with my group...so it hasn't exactly been fun outside of school either. That's why i am really really really glad it is the holidays. In some ways, i don't really wanna meet up with my friends in the holidays because i am scared i won't have a good time. I'd much rather stay at home dramaing or hanging out with my lovely lovely sister and cousins.
Ahh..what would i do without them? Now...i must admit, i don't talk to them as much as i would like to...because i am a year younger than them but mostly because I don't really take the time to talk to them :D But you know, I know that they are here for me and I'm really happy about that.
Though...i do seem very different from them. I'm more of a quiet, shy person, while they are more outgoing, as you guys can tell from the posts that they put up. But they are still so nice to me and include me in the things that they do, so I'm really grateful to them :)
Anyways, enough of that sappy stuff. Onto the reason for my title.
In just over 2 weeks, it will be.....drum roll please!
It will be me and Queenie's birthday!!!
Haha....for the first time in a really long time, our birthday's will be on a school day! How cool is that! But yeah, I can't wait for that. Hm....i wonder what i should get Queenie...hehe...you didn't see this Queenie ;)
Our birthday's aren't on the same day, but it is close enough, with only one day apart.
But you know what is even weirder? We have a cousin in Vietnam, someone guy that i haven't had a chance to meet yet, who was born on the same day, the same month and the same year as ME! It would have been cool if he was born around the same time but I was born at like around 10 at night i think while he was born at around noon. But yeah, it's so weird aye?
Haha...anyways, I don't really have much to say now.
Oh! I'm really excited about the cousin sleepover! I have been talking about it all throughout school, anticipating it! We are going to have so much fun :):)
Okay, i'm gonna go watch some videos because i go to tutoring :(
Love you guys
~Viv
It's been a while since you've heard from me, hasn't it? Hehe...it's not that i don't love you guys, it's more of the fact that I don't know what to write. But i thought since it is now the holidays, i should pop in and say something :)
Term 1 of year 11 has been really hectic for me. Now, i know i shouldn't be complaining because my sister and cousins have got it worse, but i am seriously struggling. There is just loads and loads of hw, causing me to fall behind in 3 or more of my subjects :D That's more than half! To top it off, I've been having problems with my group...so it hasn't exactly been fun outside of school either. That's why i am really really really glad it is the holidays. In some ways, i don't really wanna meet up with my friends in the holidays because i am scared i won't have a good time. I'd much rather stay at home dramaing or hanging out with my lovely lovely sister and cousins.
Ahh..what would i do without them? Now...i must admit, i don't talk to them as much as i would like to...because i am a year younger than them but mostly because I don't really take the time to talk to them :D But you know, I know that they are here for me and I'm really happy about that.
Though...i do seem very different from them. I'm more of a quiet, shy person, while they are more outgoing, as you guys can tell from the posts that they put up. But they are still so nice to me and include me in the things that they do, so I'm really grateful to them :)
Anyways, enough of that sappy stuff. Onto the reason for my title.
In just over 2 weeks, it will be.....drum roll please!
It will be me and Queenie's birthday!!!
Haha....for the first time in a really long time, our birthday's will be on a school day! How cool is that! But yeah, I can't wait for that. Hm....i wonder what i should get Queenie...hehe...you didn't see this Queenie ;)
Our birthday's aren't on the same day, but it is close enough, with only one day apart.
But you know what is even weirder? We have a cousin in Vietnam, someone guy that i haven't had a chance to meet yet, who was born on the same day, the same month and the same year as ME! It would have been cool if he was born around the same time but I was born at like around 10 at night i think while he was born at around noon. But yeah, it's so weird aye?
Haha...anyways, I don't really have much to say now.
Oh! I'm really excited about the cousin sleepover! I have been talking about it all throughout school, anticipating it! We are going to have so much fun :):)
Okay, i'm gonna go watch some videos because i go to tutoring :(
Love you guys
~Viv
False Happiness
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Yarzzzz!! I'm here to blog an behalf of all of us!!! I would like to announce that we have all offically finished our exams!! Me being the last to finish xD You don't know how much of a pain in the ass the last two weeks have been.. not to mention my last test being Extension 2 Maths!! Great job school for having such good organization!! Shoving such a horrible subject on the last day when everyone are literally studying zombies!! Neways but I was able to gather all my last strength the dance out of the hell hall and yea... fell flat face from exhaustion *sigh* What school does to you..~
Ok so here we are end of term 1, Easter is around the corner, us students are celebrating the epic holidays together!! Yes!! And that means us cousins are about to celebrate this wonderful event!! With my last mentioned Sleepover!! We have planned Monopoly, Water Guns, 500 piece Puzzles x2, Hot Pot and City Outing filled with food, karaoke and Sticker photos!!
Anyways just like to shout out to you guys here about something appearing on my door step 2 days ago~ One of the best things that has ever happened in my life!! It was the Polaroid Camera that I ordered a few weeks ago!! The Fujifilm Instax 25!! It is the cutest thing out!! Oh I also like to brag out my seksi ipod speakers!! Music comes from 4 sides, Alarm and most of all I just love the remote that comes with it xD
Enough of the dragging!! Why is the blog called False Happiness you ask? Well don't you think its true? Yes although our exams are over but this is pretty much telling us how close some of our HSC are to us, halfway through and not alot of time left~ So lets spend this short break free and filled with laughter!!!
Just a lil brief update on my sister~ My mum has been to a counsellor on Tuesday and they advised her to call the police because we don't know if she is safe. The police surprisingly worked fast after a lil interview with my mum they managed to find her at one of her friends place and drove her back.. They told them to have a talk before they left and I decided to lock my mum and bec in a room so they can talk it out, after my shower when I went back in to see how they were... I only saw my mother pouring her eyes out and bec once again on her phone ==. She's always like that.. Ignoring everyone when we only try to understand her and ask her what she wants.. Annoyed I sat down next to her and begged her to tell me whats wrong and if she just wanted to go out without us telling her when to come back? that why she wont leave home again? She said no.. ok.. Fair enough.. So what do you want? *she continues playing on her phone*.. I hate it.. I mean ok you have a right to not say anything but at least give the slightest respect to your mum and listen!! Right? So I snatched the phone off her but she kicked and scratched me.. Me being in a bad mood at 12am midnight.. With a Chemistry exam the next day, fought back.. I hit daylights out of her.. xD oppsie violent me but if this would teach her respect I shall do it!! Mum tried to stop us but she hit mum too!! Whilst mum pulled me back she yelled to bec "Hit me, If you want to hit me, just hit me" and she did.. she punched mums arms.. She punched her in the head twice.. I couldn't take it and hit her once again. Mum was crying, she ripped us apart but I continued.. no one hits their own mother and especially not her!!
*Breathless* I raged at her, she stormed to her room, Me and my mums tears were flowing non-stop .. nothing hurts us more than to see my sister, her daughter walk the wrong path.. She states "You guys cry all you want I got another phone I don't care about any of you's" With a smirk on her face, I asked her "Why did you hit mum? she was defenseless why did you still hit her?! She simply said.. "I don't have a mum like her" What is that? That's not what a human with feelings would say!! I told her friends will always end up leaving, family never do, no matter what, plus her friends are fake, she don't like her for her!! Yet she ignored me she said "I don't have a family with you guys, I like my friends so much more, they are way better than you's!!" Speechless.. Entirely.. She started calling me ugly and saying I think I'm so pretty but really everyone hates me, I mean even if its true.. friendship-wise at least my friends are true.. I know most of her friends and they all use her.. All leave her in the end.. However we just left her after.. We knew she won't change and we had nothing more to say.. Disappointed, but I've still decided to invite her to our cousin outing.. Never-the-less she is still family.. I've told Jay that we won't make her feel left out if she agrees to come.. I mean.. We are studying belonging in english now.. We should understand the feeling of not-belonging its painful.. its lonely.. No matter how bad a person may be, they always want to belong.. Don't they? No one wants to be alone.. Maybe I'm just over sensitive once again, emotional >.> but really.. I think about it alot.. I don;t think anyone deserves to not belonging.. But that's why thought ^^ *deep sigh*
Gosh... this blog has really taken the last bit of my energy ><.. How can I complain? I brought this onto myself.. from sleeping at 2-3am every night to waking up at 7 not to mention today I woke up at 5am to study.. Yarz... Sent sunrise with 4unit maths.. With work and studies, bec all rotating in my life.. What a sad life I have.. aye? But I might continue fighting!!! Now I would-d-d-d.....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz..... *sleeping thoughts* I think I slept halfway through a sentence... oh well.. I-Love-You~ mmm chocolate bunny.. *drools in sleep* I love easter.. ooooooo I see LaLaLand!!! *flies* Ok.. I'm just weird... dot.dot.dot.
*wink*
x3 Bebe.
Ok so here we are end of term 1, Easter is around the corner, us students are celebrating the epic holidays together!! Yes!! And that means us cousins are about to celebrate this wonderful event!! With my last mentioned Sleepover!! We have planned Monopoly, Water Guns, 500 piece Puzzles x2, Hot Pot and City Outing filled with food, karaoke and Sticker photos!!
Anyways just like to shout out to you guys here about something appearing on my door step 2 days ago~ One of the best things that has ever happened in my life!! It was the Polaroid Camera that I ordered a few weeks ago!! The Fujifilm Instax 25!! It is the cutest thing out!! Oh I also like to brag out my seksi ipod speakers!! Music comes from 4 sides, Alarm and most of all I just love the remote that comes with it xD
Enough of the dragging!! Why is the blog called False Happiness you ask? Well don't you think its true? Yes although our exams are over but this is pretty much telling us how close some of our HSC are to us, halfway through and not alot of time left~ So lets spend this short break free and filled with laughter!!!
Just a lil brief update on my sister~ My mum has been to a counsellor on Tuesday and they advised her to call the police because we don't know if she is safe. The police surprisingly worked fast after a lil interview with my mum they managed to find her at one of her friends place and drove her back.. They told them to have a talk before they left and I decided to lock my mum and bec in a room so they can talk it out, after my shower when I went back in to see how they were... I only saw my mother pouring her eyes out and bec once again on her phone ==. She's always like that.. Ignoring everyone when we only try to understand her and ask her what she wants.. Annoyed I sat down next to her and begged her to tell me whats wrong and if she just wanted to go out without us telling her when to come back? that why she wont leave home again? She said no.. ok.. Fair enough.. So what do you want? *she continues playing on her phone*.. I hate it.. I mean ok you have a right to not say anything but at least give the slightest respect to your mum and listen!! Right? So I snatched the phone off her but she kicked and scratched me.. Me being in a bad mood at 12am midnight.. With a Chemistry exam the next day, fought back.. I hit daylights out of her.. xD oppsie violent me but if this would teach her respect I shall do it!! Mum tried to stop us but she hit mum too!! Whilst mum pulled me back she yelled to bec "Hit me, If you want to hit me, just hit me" and she did.. she punched mums arms.. She punched her in the head twice.. I couldn't take it and hit her once again. Mum was crying, she ripped us apart but I continued.. no one hits their own mother and especially not her!!
*Breathless* I raged at her, she stormed to her room, Me and my mums tears were flowing non-stop .. nothing hurts us more than to see my sister, her daughter walk the wrong path.. She states "You guys cry all you want I got another phone I don't care about any of you's" With a smirk on her face, I asked her "Why did you hit mum? she was defenseless why did you still hit her?! She simply said.. "I don't have a mum like her" What is that? That's not what a human with feelings would say!! I told her friends will always end up leaving, family never do, no matter what, plus her friends are fake, she don't like her for her!! Yet she ignored me she said "I don't have a family with you guys, I like my friends so much more, they are way better than you's!!" Speechless.. Entirely.. She started calling me ugly and saying I think I'm so pretty but really everyone hates me, I mean even if its true.. friendship-wise at least my friends are true.. I know most of her friends and they all use her.. All leave her in the end.. However we just left her after.. We knew she won't change and we had nothing more to say.. Disappointed, but I've still decided to invite her to our cousin outing.. Never-the-less she is still family.. I've told Jay that we won't make her feel left out if she agrees to come.. I mean.. We are studying belonging in english now.. We should understand the feeling of not-belonging its painful.. its lonely.. No matter how bad a person may be, they always want to belong.. Don't they? No one wants to be alone.. Maybe I'm just over sensitive once again, emotional >.> but really.. I think about it alot.. I don;t think anyone deserves to not belonging.. But that's why thought ^^ *deep sigh*
Gosh... this blog has really taken the last bit of my energy ><.. How can I complain? I brought this onto myself.. from sleeping at 2-3am every night to waking up at 7 not to mention today I woke up at 5am to study.. Yarz... Sent sunrise with 4unit maths.. With work and studies, bec all rotating in my life.. What a sad life I have.. aye? But I might continue fighting!!! Now I would-d-d-d.....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz..... *sleeping thoughts* I think I slept halfway through a sentence... oh well.. I-Love-You~ mmm chocolate bunny.. *drools in sleep* I love easter.. ooooooo I see LaLaLand!!! *flies* Ok.. I'm just weird... dot.dot.dot.
*wink*
x3 Bebe.
Fights from Siblings...
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Its Be once again, updating this blog~
Gosh.. I shouldnt be here.. why? Well I'm currently in the midst of my half yearly exams xD
okok i know get my butt off this blog right? But hey!! I'm only human I need a break.. really... from all those maths formulas flying around in my head!! Honestly.. does board of studies wanna kill they're future generations?! Geesh!! poor teenagers like ourselves are wasting our lives not on laughter and fun but rather shoving our heads in books!! I mean.. I know yea.. we learn best when we're young and we gain knowledge blah blah blah but give us kids a break.. lifes too short to be wasting 1/4 of our lives in books!! Ok.. enough of my stupid rant which doesnt even change the board of studies' minds xD
So where was I? Screw the thought of my half yearlies!! I am SOOOOO looking foward to the upcoming holidays!!! Yup yup autumn is here and we's no longer sweating our asses off at school!!! Welcome Partays!!! Welcome Easter!!! (most importantly the easter show and the chocolates!!!) hmm.. what else? Whatever.. Welcome all the fun things in this world!!!! Us cousins have planned an outing that will be helping us reminise our times~ relax~ and most of all HAVE FUN!!!
*Thinks* What shall we do? Well its decided on a Thursday night we will treat our grandmas out for hotpot [yum~yum~yum!!] Then we're gonna head over to Jay & Viv's house for a sleep over!! Well.. ugh.. not exactly sleepover when we'll be all~nightering right? Oh well and yes we would come together to upload this blog~ Update you guys on Caitlyn~ Uhh.. Lets see? oh right!! organise an Easter Hunt!!!! Woooooh!!!! Can't wait!! and after our LONG LONG night we shall head out to the city!! Obviously Going to karaoke!! We all love singing so much!! and yea~ our lil family band xDxD Watch us shine bubz!! Ok~ then how can we forget our Friday Night Markets?! Where the delicious Curry Fish Balls and mini stores to check out?! well.. we were planning to make another sleep over.. but due to some of us having tutor the next morning.. - yess.. we're asian and we go tutor.. as if board of studies doesn't give us enough pressure.. >.> - we won't be doing that i guess~ Oh wello~ we have fun with each other no matter where we are!!
=DD
Now enough of annoucements.. I'm goign to continue on my sister..
*sigh sigh sigh* where to start?! She has once again not come home since friday morning.. we really don't know what to do with her.. we've tried everything!! from negoiating to world war III to ignoring to pleading to whatever!! She can't stop!!! I'm kinda getting so use to it I don't even care about her anymore..
OMG!!! and I shall tell you about her fight outside of school.. I am somewhat proud I guess~ Haha there have been a couple of girls who wanted to hit her so badly that hey called for a "one-on-one" and 1st fight~ against my ex best friend until she bretrayed me >.> anyway Bec somehow won although she was so much smaller than her.. like.. WHAM!!! awesomeness~ then the next day.. bec wasn't allowed out by my parents.. but as i was studying in the library me and my guy friends got a phone call from them saying they want to fight us.. [screw them for disturbing my study time] we couldn't ignore them because they had over 50 people inthe park waiting for us and some of our friends were already down there.. in the short notice of time we could only call 30 people down from everywhere who was free on a saturday afternoon!! However they were really scared when they saw one of our friends!! He was really big!! It was the first him I've seen him he's nickname was "Biggie" or something and yes he was really really big.. he was very angry at the other side for annoying us~ They were scared and stepped back.. however the police started coming.. they scattered~ some of them even sang the happy birthday song to try and tell the police we're having a party at the park xDxD silly~ The police aren't stupid!! We on the other hand didn't have that many people so we just left in couples and pretended we were just walking by~ However later I bumped into my ex best friend.. I had a talk with her.. she was all too fake.. she acted like she didnt start anything!! It was her boyfriend and two brothers who started it up anyway.. I just told her to back off!! If she still has little respect in me and her.. she better tell them to back off.. and I guess she didn't want to start anymore with me since we had a bad finish.. So she just called them off.. That was the end of that or so I thought.. They were the cause of me and my god-brothers argument.. we only just made up due to a misunderstand and they.. *sigh* lets just say.. although he's not actually my brother.. I took him as real family.. he's.. Important.. Anyway ^^ back to my story~ A few days later when my sister finished school.. they came up to her again!! they don't stop =.= but I didn't want to be part of it anymore I'm way too tired to immature "teeny boppers" I just let Bec and my friends handle it.. This time we hasd 100 on our side because our friends were all in the area at the time.. It was somewhat scary.. I'm going to skip all the other bits but lets just say Bec did end up in another fight with another girls.. She apparently knew karate.. and was acting all cocky.. however beforehand I taught Bec some moves and did great!! She threw her head against her knee, threw it over and over against against a glass door and cut her lip.. got her into a headlock and knocked the sunlights out of all.. and last.. she managed to tear off her.. Battle.Ready.Armor.. [for those who don't know what that is.. just read the capital letters] and another friend of ours made a guy who was calling her names and swearing threats at her say sorry and vow to never do it again.. well I guess this time really is the end~
*Another Sigh* life of the some teenagers.. go school man =.="
but they chose their life.. no future? it doesn't concern me as they're not the ones that I value.. I don't like fights.. I really don't.. seeing people hurt.. especially for stupid reasons like that.. For some reason my heart always cringes.. I suppose it's my soft heartedness.. I really hate it though..
ANYWAYS!! I'm going to stop here!! As I have a pile of maths equations piling on top of me *curses under breath* Keke~ I've really gotta stop my depressing blogs but then again this blog is called "If my life were a drama" right?! Emotions are supposed to be set free here~
And now..
SHOUT OUT TO
QQ: Get out of your room!! Open up as me, jay and viv would be holding you up no matter what!!
Jay: Please don't kill anyone while I'm doing my exams
Viv: Where are you?!
x3. Bebe.
Gosh.. I shouldnt be here.. why? Well I'm currently in the midst of my half yearly exams xD
okok i know get my butt off this blog right? But hey!! I'm only human I need a break.. really... from all those maths formulas flying around in my head!! Honestly.. does board of studies wanna kill they're future generations?! Geesh!! poor teenagers like ourselves are wasting our lives not on laughter and fun but rather shoving our heads in books!! I mean.. I know yea.. we learn best when we're young and we gain knowledge blah blah blah but give us kids a break.. lifes too short to be wasting 1/4 of our lives in books!! Ok.. enough of my stupid rant which doesnt even change the board of studies' minds xD
So where was I? Screw the thought of my half yearlies!! I am SOOOOO looking foward to the upcoming holidays!!! Yup yup autumn is here and we's no longer sweating our asses off at school!!! Welcome Partays!!! Welcome Easter!!! (most importantly the easter show and the chocolates!!!) hmm.. what else? Whatever.. Welcome all the fun things in this world!!!! Us cousins have planned an outing that will be helping us reminise our times~ relax~ and most of all HAVE FUN!!!
*Thinks* What shall we do? Well its decided on a Thursday night we will treat our grandmas out for hotpot [yum~yum~yum!!] Then we're gonna head over to Jay & Viv's house for a sleep over!! Well.. ugh.. not exactly sleepover when we'll be all~nightering right? Oh well and yes we would come together to upload this blog~ Update you guys on Caitlyn~ Uhh.. Lets see? oh right!! organise an Easter Hunt!!!! Woooooh!!!! Can't wait!! and after our LONG LONG night we shall head out to the city!! Obviously Going to karaoke!! We all love singing so much!! and yea~ our lil family band xDxD Watch us shine bubz!! Ok~ then how can we forget our Friday Night Markets?! Where the delicious Curry Fish Balls and mini stores to check out?! well.. we were planning to make another sleep over.. but due to some of us having tutor the next morning.. - yess.. we're asian and we go tutor.. as if board of studies doesn't give us enough pressure.. >.> - we won't be doing that i guess~ Oh wello~ we have fun with each other no matter where we are!!
=DD
Now enough of annoucements.. I'm goign to continue on my sister..
*sigh sigh sigh* where to start?! She has once again not come home since friday morning.. we really don't know what to do with her.. we've tried everything!! from negoiating to world war III to ignoring to pleading to whatever!! She can't stop!!! I'm kinda getting so use to it I don't even care about her anymore..
OMG!!! and I shall tell you about her fight outside of school.. I am somewhat proud I guess~ Haha there have been a couple of girls who wanted to hit her so badly that hey called for a "one-on-one" and 1st fight~ against my ex best friend until she bretrayed me >.> anyway Bec somehow won although she was so much smaller than her.. like.. WHAM!!! awesomeness~ then the next day.. bec wasn't allowed out by my parents.. but as i was studying in the library me and my guy friends got a phone call from them saying they want to fight us.. [screw them for disturbing my study time] we couldn't ignore them because they had over 50 people inthe park waiting for us and some of our friends were already down there.. in the short notice of time we could only call 30 people down from everywhere who was free on a saturday afternoon!! However they were really scared when they saw one of our friends!! He was really big!! It was the first him I've seen him he's nickname was "Biggie" or something and yes he was really really big.. he was very angry at the other side for annoying us~ They were scared and stepped back.. however the police started coming.. they scattered~ some of them even sang the happy birthday song to try and tell the police we're having a party at the park xDxD silly~ The police aren't stupid!! We on the other hand didn't have that many people so we just left in couples and pretended we were just walking by~ However later I bumped into my ex best friend.. I had a talk with her.. she was all too fake.. she acted like she didnt start anything!! It was her boyfriend and two brothers who started it up anyway.. I just told her to back off!! If she still has little respect in me and her.. she better tell them to back off.. and I guess she didn't want to start anymore with me since we had a bad finish.. So she just called them off.. That was the end of that or so I thought.. They were the cause of me and my god-brothers argument.. we only just made up due to a misunderstand and they.. *sigh* lets just say.. although he's not actually my brother.. I took him as real family.. he's.. Important.. Anyway ^^ back to my story~ A few days later when my sister finished school.. they came up to her again!! they don't stop =.= but I didn't want to be part of it anymore I'm way too tired to immature "teeny boppers" I just let Bec and my friends handle it.. This time we hasd 100 on our side because our friends were all in the area at the time.. It was somewhat scary.. I'm going to skip all the other bits but lets just say Bec did end up in another fight with another girls.. She apparently knew karate.. and was acting all cocky.. however beforehand I taught Bec some moves and did great!! She threw her head against her knee, threw it over and over against against a glass door and cut her lip.. got her into a headlock and knocked the sunlights out of all.. and last.. she managed to tear off her.. Battle.Ready.Armor.. [for those who don't know what that is.. just read the capital letters] and another friend of ours made a guy who was calling her names and swearing threats at her say sorry and vow to never do it again.. well I guess this time really is the end~
*Another Sigh* life of the some teenagers.. go school man =.="
but they chose their life.. no future? it doesn't concern me as they're not the ones that I value.. I don't like fights.. I really don't.. seeing people hurt.. especially for stupid reasons like that.. For some reason my heart always cringes.. I suppose it's my soft heartedness.. I really hate it though..
ANYWAYS!! I'm going to stop here!! As I have a pile of maths equations piling on top of me *curses under breath* Keke~ I've really gotta stop my depressing blogs but then again this blog is called "If my life were a drama" right?! Emotions are supposed to be set free here~
And now..
SHOUT OUT TO
QQ: Get out of your room!! Open up as me, jay and viv would be holding you up no matter what!!
Jay: Please don't kill anyone while I'm doing my exams
Viv: Where are you?!
x3. Bebe.
lovemycousins
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heyyy~ its queenieee
a girl who stresses and worries about everything..sorry guys! trying very hard to fix that! ==
but moving on...i just want to say that I LOVEE my cousinss!! always supporting me and making me laugh when i'm at my saddest...
This is very depressing btw soo haha but i need to release ;)
as you all know...i broke up with my bf, mel~ it was a relationship that has brought me great pain but also great happiness.
At the beginning, the relationship was going really well until...he moved to epping and i started yr 12...from then onwards it started to break down, we hardly saw each other...we started drifting apart ...my mum will constantly tell me and pressure me to not to let one guy affect my future..so i tried my best to focus on my studies but of course the time spent with my bf was decreasing
whenever we talked, he would always tell me how lonely he was without me..i felt soo guilty...it was unfair that he had to suffer because of my selfishness. i was mad at myself..hated myself...
i always tell him sorry i dont spend enough time with you...he always tells me nicely that 'its fine' 'i understand' but i know deep down inside he really disliked the fact that he could not spend time with his gf like in a normal relationship. i always thought breaking up would be better for both of us but i was wrong...
i have come to realise that i actually still love him very much but its too late...cos i've already lost him...
jay will probably kill me when she sees this...but i've been crying non stop over him today** even now...
i hope he finds happiness with someone who will always be there for him ....
fkkkk i'm going to get red panda eyes tomorrow O_O
anyways~ on a happier side! i want to say thanks to Jay!!! who puts up with my depression err nearly everyday and can always make me laugh soo hard with her err dirtiness and sexiness LOL...*btw i still feel sorry for the camel ;)
Viv!! you're always giving me comfort and listened to me even tho you had english hw !! and of course i love jackieee! even tho she chose maths over me haha but i still love her! you guys makes mee...-nose bleed/erect- god why do you guys have to be soo hot for
fkk if only aus. allows incest and lesbian relationships!! i'll marry you alll!!
this weekend was a depressing onee....but i've decided not to look back at the past but instead move forward!!
and i just cant emphasise enough....
I LOVEEE MY COUSINSSSS
but omg i cant wait to bitch about cailtin!! fk i hate viet girls ><
lots of love,
qq~
a girl who stresses and worries about everything..sorry guys! trying very hard to fix that! ==
but moving on...i just want to say that I LOVEE my cousinss!! always supporting me and making me laugh when i'm at my saddest...
This is very depressing btw soo haha but i need to release ;)
as you all know...i broke up with my bf, mel~ it was a relationship that has brought me great pain but also great happiness.
At the beginning, the relationship was going really well until...he moved to epping and i started yr 12...from then onwards it started to break down, we hardly saw each other...we started drifting apart ...my mum will constantly tell me and pressure me to not to let one guy affect my future..so i tried my best to focus on my studies but of course the time spent with my bf was decreasing
whenever we talked, he would always tell me how lonely he was without me..i felt soo guilty...it was unfair that he had to suffer because of my selfishness. i was mad at myself..hated myself...
i always tell him sorry i dont spend enough time with you...he always tells me nicely that 'its fine' 'i understand' but i know deep down inside he really disliked the fact that he could not spend time with his gf like in a normal relationship. i always thought breaking up would be better for both of us but i was wrong...
i have come to realise that i actually still love him very much but its too late...cos i've already lost him...
jay will probably kill me when she sees this...but i've been crying non stop over him today** even now...
i hope he finds happiness with someone who will always be there for him ....
fkkkk i'm going to get red panda eyes tomorrow O_O
anyways~ on a happier side! i want to say thanks to Jay!!! who puts up with my depression err nearly everyday and can always make me laugh soo hard with her err dirtiness and sexiness LOL...*btw i still feel sorry for the camel ;)
Viv!! you're always giving me comfort and listened to me even tho you had english hw !! and of course i love jackieee! even tho she chose maths over me haha but i still love her! you guys makes mee...-nose bleed/erect- god why do you guys have to be soo hot for
fkk if only aus. allows incest and lesbian relationships!! i'll marry you alll!!
this weekend was a depressing onee....but i've decided not to look back at the past but instead move forward!!
and i just cant emphasise enough....
I LOVEEE MY COUSINSSSS
but omg i cant wait to bitch about cailtin!! fk i hate viet girls ><
lots of love,
qq~
Frustration building up...
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Hello~ Hello~ HELLO!!
It's Be~ once again commenting on this fabulous blog on our family from the inside!! <-- bit confusing right there.. anyway.. this is a blog dedicated to Jay's previous 2 blogs.. really.. life within our family is hard.. cold rock hard.. DAMN RIGHT!! Cold Rock In Your Face Hard~ ok >.> i'll stop.. =.="
Back to the main story!! Ok so yea... my sis has been a pain in the ass... not literally.. but honestly.. shes just.. ugh.. UNbelievable!! I mean yes i've been though the rebellion stage but you have to have limits right? I don't want to go into depth too much on her for the time being as it'll take me WAYYYYY too long to really post it up.. BUT on the surface~ cut short~ wateva.. here it is..
*age 15.. turning 16
*changed schools..
*foul attitude
*smokes
*devirginised xD
*skips school at least half the time
*forging signatures
*getting into fights
*comes home at 11pm every night (if lucky)
*known as the "RAKING queen" (raking means stealing for those who don't know ;p)
*has had many affairs outside her currently: 7th bf since.. 2008?
**secret*
*went through abortion
*etc etc. cant think of it right now.. too much xD
Honestly.. I don't wanna make my sister look bad or anything.. but reli.. I'm not exaggerating!! Its just drives us all insane.. my point is.. I know my mum has it bad and all.. I mean having such a disgraceful daughter.. but being the fact that i'm currently in my hsc year.. i have trouble learning how to study >.> [yea as i said i'm more the party girl], barely hitting the deadline of my assessments, having trouble with some of my peers, pressured by my grandma.. problems with my father.. and definately feel sorry for my mum. All i really wanna do is just help my mum out by taking matters into my hand.. yes~ that means taking responsibility of my sister >< but =/ its not as easy as it sounds
I swear without my cousins to really help me out through these times I would be soo lost and frustrated!! It's somewhat.. CRAZY!!! The effects on my emotional life!! REALLY!! Not to boast or anything, but i consider myself a really optimistic girl, i see the light in everything~ Just.. *sigh* its hard to really do that when you're just lost in the middle of nowhere, stuck between family and school which one to pay more attention to? Resulting me in my somewhat foul mood. I had been snappy and really short tempered but I guess i just wasnt use to that new change, I mean I'm only 16!! You can't expect me to take this on myself!! I don't tell my friends because everyones busy and I dont want to put burden on them too, my family.. disagrees with me and everything.. *sigh* but here I am coping with it all being a strong girl I am, I have shred tears, I have expressed anger.. Most Importantly, I saw who really knew and loves me~
Jay!! To you!! I really don't deserve all the compliment you gave me!!! I just enjoy seeing everyone around me smiling even if i'm not inside, I'll give you one on the outside!! i mean.. why ruin a party with a drunk? Why ruin a day with a frown?! If you ever need me, I'll be there!! I might not be the best listener because I'm a talker myself!! but i'll do my best~ Haha
Honestly!!! You've been much more of a help to me than i've been to you!! Trust me bubz!! Knowing that i'll be seeing you puts a smile on my face!! To you and I'm saying this to my cousins out there whos reading this too~ You guys are the best things thats happened in my life!!
Gosh!!! Didn't you reckon this post is soooo not like me?!
It seemed wayyy too depressing in the middle~ Thats a little insight to my mind xD
It's messy, it's confusing but I live the life I live and I know there are many out there who are going through worse!!!
Anyway~ I love ending things on a bright note!! SO GUYS!!! WISH ME LUCK ON MY UPCOMING HALF YEARLIES!! Hope you guys have also aced it with flying colours!! Oh!! AND A GREAT SHOUT OUT TO QUEENIE!! WHO WOULD BE JOINING US SOON IN THIS BLOG!! ANOTHER GREAT COUSIN OF OURs WHO WE EXTREMELY VALUE!!
She will be bringing us another insight to our family life [Haha aren't we seeing our family life from so many different angles xD]!! Anyway back to queenie!!! She's a sex goddess <-- not literally!! but the moment you lay your eyes on her.. *bam* you think you just went to heaven~ Ahh it runs in the blood!!Viv and Jay.. *nose bleed* f**k!! Opps!!! I didn't swear but I just couldn't help it!! Seksi Girls beautiful inside and outside~ what you guys out there should be looking for, not the sluts that are keeping your eyes blind from what you should truly value!!!
Signing Out.
Bebe.
It's Be~ once again commenting on this fabulous blog on our family from the inside!! <-- bit confusing right there.. anyway.. this is a blog dedicated to Jay's previous 2 blogs.. really.. life within our family is hard.. cold rock hard.. DAMN RIGHT!! Cold Rock In Your Face Hard~ ok >.> i'll stop.. =.="
Back to the main story!! Ok so yea... my sis has been a pain in the ass... not literally.. but honestly.. shes just.. ugh.. UNbelievable!! I mean yes i've been though the rebellion stage but you have to have limits right? I don't want to go into depth too much on her for the time being as it'll take me WAYYYYY too long to really post it up.. BUT on the surface~ cut short~ wateva.. here it is..
*age 15.. turning 16
*changed schools..
*foul attitude
*smokes
*devirginised xD
*skips school at least half the time
*forging signatures
*getting into fights
*comes home at 11pm every night (if lucky)
*known as the "RAKING queen" (raking means stealing for those who don't know ;p)
*has had many affairs outside her currently: 7th bf since.. 2008?
**secret*
*went through abortion
*etc etc. cant think of it right now.. too much xD
Honestly.. I don't wanna make my sister look bad or anything.. but reli.. I'm not exaggerating!! Its just drives us all insane.. my point is.. I know my mum has it bad and all.. I mean having such a disgraceful daughter.. but being the fact that i'm currently in my hsc year.. i have trouble learning how to study >.> [yea as i said i'm more the party girl], barely hitting the deadline of my assessments, having trouble with some of my peers, pressured by my grandma.. problems with my father.. and definately feel sorry for my mum. All i really wanna do is just help my mum out by taking matters into my hand.. yes~ that means taking responsibility of my sister >< but =/ its not as easy as it sounds
I swear without my cousins to really help me out through these times I would be soo lost and frustrated!! It's somewhat.. CRAZY!!! The effects on my emotional life!! REALLY!! Not to boast or anything, but i consider myself a really optimistic girl, i see the light in everything~ Just.. *sigh* its hard to really do that when you're just lost in the middle of nowhere, stuck between family and school which one to pay more attention to? Resulting me in my somewhat foul mood. I had been snappy and really short tempered but I guess i just wasnt use to that new change, I mean I'm only 16!! You can't expect me to take this on myself!! I don't tell my friends because everyones busy and I dont want to put burden on them too, my family.. disagrees with me and everything.. *sigh* but here I am coping with it all being a strong girl I am, I have shred tears, I have expressed anger.. Most Importantly, I saw who really knew and loves me~
Jay!! To you!! I really don't deserve all the compliment you gave me!!! I just enjoy seeing everyone around me smiling even if i'm not inside, I'll give you one on the outside!! i mean.. why ruin a party with a drunk? Why ruin a day with a frown?! If you ever need me, I'll be there!! I might not be the best listener because I'm a talker myself!! but i'll do my best~ Haha
Honestly!!! You've been much more of a help to me than i've been to you!! Trust me bubz!! Knowing that i'll be seeing you puts a smile on my face!! To you and I'm saying this to my cousins out there whos reading this too~ You guys are the best things thats happened in my life!!
Gosh!!! Didn't you reckon this post is soooo not like me?!
It seemed wayyy too depressing in the middle~ Thats a little insight to my mind xD
It's messy, it's confusing but I live the life I live and I know there are many out there who are going through worse!!!
Anyway~ I love ending things on a bright note!! SO GUYS!!! WISH ME LUCK ON MY UPCOMING HALF YEARLIES!! Hope you guys have also aced it with flying colours!! Oh!! AND A GREAT SHOUT OUT TO QUEENIE!! WHO WOULD BE JOINING US SOON IN THIS BLOG!! ANOTHER GREAT COUSIN OF OURs WHO WE EXTREMELY VALUE!!
She will be bringing us another insight to our family life [Haha aren't we seeing our family life from so many different angles xD]!! Anyway back to queenie!!! She's a sex goddess <-- not literally!! but the moment you lay your eyes on her.. *bam* you think you just went to heaven~ Ahh it runs in the blood!!Viv and Jay.. *nose bleed* f**k!! Opps!!! I didn't swear but I just couldn't help it!! Seksi Girls beautiful inside and outside~ what you guys out there should be looking for, not the sluts that are keeping your eyes blind from what you should truly value!!!
Signing Out.
Bebe.
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This morning grandma stopped me in the kitchen and talked to me. She told me that Jackie needs to stop back-chatting to her parents because she's making them upset with the constant arguing. Of course the real reason she wanted to talk to me was because she wanted to tell me about Jackie's mum. She said that her mum was feeling sick and she was crying because she was upset about Bec.
Apparently Bec hasn't been going to school lately, and there's been worries that she might be kicked out of the school if she doesn't attend. The last school she went to apparently complained a lot of her, and that's why she had to switch schools.
And her mum has been so upset about this because she doesn't know what to do and she got sick, and Queenie told me that her mum went to the place she works, the chemist, to get medicine and she was crying there as well. Poor Queenie didn't know what to do...
But anyway, Jackie told me that her mum and her got into another argument, so my grandma said to ask her to stop back-chatting to her parents because she's adding to the stress that they're already under. And I, being the defensive one, argued Jackie's position, saying that it was her brother that really caused it, but grandma, who looked to be near tears, said that it shouldn't matter who caused it...you should just tolerate it anyway.
For some reason I felt like she was making a dig at me as well, when she said that parents work hard, and it's not like they can kick you out of the house because they'd worry about you, and blah blah...but yes...
Anyway, Jackie, just for now, until things get better between your parents and Bec...I don't know how long that will take..but just hold your tongue..I know you don't like them yelling and lecturing you when you don't deserve it, but sometimes parents are wrong, and when they realise, they're too proud and stubborn to admit it. And they're usually wrong...idiots.
Anyway just hold your tongue for now. One day they'll realise they've wronged you.
Apparently Bec hasn't been going to school lately, and there's been worries that she might be kicked out of the school if she doesn't attend. The last school she went to apparently complained a lot of her, and that's why she had to switch schools.
And her mum has been so upset about this because she doesn't know what to do and she got sick, and Queenie told me that her mum went to the place she works, the chemist, to get medicine and she was crying there as well. Poor Queenie didn't know what to do...
But anyway, Jackie told me that her mum and her got into another argument, so my grandma said to ask her to stop back-chatting to her parents because she's adding to the stress that they're already under. And I, being the defensive one, argued Jackie's position, saying that it was her brother that really caused it, but grandma, who looked to be near tears, said that it shouldn't matter who caused it...you should just tolerate it anyway.
For some reason I felt like she was making a dig at me as well, when she said that parents work hard, and it's not like they can kick you out of the house because they'd worry about you, and blah blah...but yes...
Anyway, Jackie, just for now, until things get better between your parents and Bec...I don't know how long that will take..but just hold your tongue..I know you don't like them yelling and lecturing you when you don't deserve it, but sometimes parents are wrong, and when they realise, they're too proud and stubborn to admit it. And they're usually wrong...idiots.
Anyway just hold your tongue for now. One day they'll realise they've wronged you.
Bebe Hits The Blog
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Hey!! This is Jackie [or Bebe]!! As you've seen my name mentioned in the previous couple of blogs~
ok.. lets see.. Let start with an intro about me and my part of the family tree!! As you know my dad, Raymond, my mum, Myanh, THE AWESOME ME!!, Bec (short for Rebecca) yea you've heard about her wrong-doings in viv's blog and my lil bro Oscar and baby sister Kristy [yes.. its KRISTY with a K not Ch as posted in the previous blogs.. *sigh* some cousins arent they ;p don't worry we still love them!!] thats pretty much my family!!
OK I know the world doesnt evolve around me!! But hey!! A girl can't help showing herself to the world right? Alright here goes!! Full name: Jacqueline [insert last name here]<-- Just being safe .. hehe. But alot of people call me Jackie and closer friends call me bebe.. why? apparently whenever I'm on msn i always say "brb" and im extremely busy, so they say im as busy as a "bee" *shrugs* NOW a must know and it'll be first question I'll ask you about me.. is... *drum rolls* I LOVE PURPLE!! Explains why my font is in purple I guess.. what else.. *thinks* oh right!! I love singing!! Haha I sing everywhere i go!! Too bad I can't be a singer.. and i love my MEAT!! yea.. not the veggie girl.. though i force myself at times.. OMG!! HOW CAN I FORGET!! I LOOOURVEE my family!! esp. my cousins!! they make family meetings soo much more enjoyable xDxD
Now for the hates.. I hate SLUTS!!! people who are annoying and stupid!! not that I'm smart myself.. but if you're dumber than me?! yes you need to see the doctor man.. omg.. sorry.. i just hate too many things.. lets just skip this bit..
IMPORTANT: I'M A BITCH AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!!!!
Overall: I'm really outgoing and I love my parties and outings, but i have limits and morals.. so i won't be one of those i'm-a-slut-now-screw-me chicks. I consider myself extremely emotional.. so yea.. I cry easily.. yet at the same time its hard to make me cry on the outside.. I'm a pretty emotionally strong girl despite my soft side.. Since I'm so emotional i can't watch horrors.. I'll be screaming.. tearing.. freaking.. yea.. just don't think about taking me to a horror or thriller.. I tend to be nice to people, though if you get on my bad side.. nuhuh.. hunnie.. you're in pretty bad spot.. trust me.. I'll rip your head off xD But if i love you then I DO MEAN I LOVE YOU! And despite all that~ I have my serious moments and yes I love my Deep and Meaningful talks.. but I'm a growing YOUNG LADY!! so I still have fun while being mature!! OK!! ^^ enough about me now onto the blogging!!
So as my TO DIE FOR cousins have mentioned!! This blog would consist of our whole family~ a really... big.. family.. filled with drama.. sometimes me and my cousins reminise about our times and we're just like.. god.. what a life full of drama.. We reckon we can actually make a drama out of this and it'll be one of the biggest hits of all time.. No, seriously!! No exaggeration intended!! Dramas I mean FML type.. Frustraion, Depression Gossip, DUH THE HAPPINESS! and oh how can i forget.. the LOVE between us!!
I really can't wait till we fill in on our recent pasts on a certain girl called Caitlyn!! Our ONCE imported cousin from Vietnam who came on a study visa.. but that would take a while since theres a little too much in it and if you want it good.. you've gotta know it in full detail!!
So until our next update stay tuned into "If My Life Were a Drama"!!! Where we will discuss the continuous issues on my sister Bec!!!
Coming Soon: Caitlyn the I-Think-Your'e-Stupid-and-I'm-so-Good-so-Don't-Even-Compare BITCH!!
x3 Bebe.
ok.. lets see.. Let start with an intro about me and my part of the family tree!! As you know my dad, Raymond, my mum, Myanh, THE AWESOME ME!!, Bec (short for Rebecca) yea you've heard about her wrong-doings in viv's blog and my lil bro Oscar and baby sister Kristy [yes.. its KRISTY with a K not Ch as posted in the previous blogs.. *sigh* some cousins arent they ;p don't worry we still love them!!] thats pretty much my family!!
OK I know the world doesnt evolve around me!! But hey!! A girl can't help showing herself to the world right? Alright here goes!! Full name: Jacqueline [insert last name here]<-- Just being safe .. hehe. But alot of people call me Jackie and closer friends call me bebe.. why? apparently whenever I'm on msn i always say "brb" and im extremely busy, so they say im as busy as a "bee" *shrugs* NOW a must know and it'll be first question I'll ask you about me.. is... *drum rolls* I LOVE PURPLE!! Explains why my font is in purple I guess.. what else.. *thinks* oh right!! I love singing!! Haha I sing everywhere i go!! Too bad I can't be a singer.. and i love my MEAT!! yea.. not the veggie girl.. though i force myself at times.. OMG!! HOW CAN I FORGET!! I LOOOURVEE my family!! esp. my cousins!! they make family meetings soo much more enjoyable xDxD
Now for the hates.. I hate SLUTS!!! people who are annoying and stupid!! not that I'm smart myself.. but if you're dumber than me?! yes you need to see the doctor man.. omg.. sorry.. i just hate too many things.. lets just skip this bit..
IMPORTANT: I'M A BITCH AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!!!!
Overall: I'm really outgoing and I love my parties and outings, but i have limits and morals.. so i won't be one of those i'm-a-slut-now-screw-me chicks. I consider myself extremely emotional.. so yea.. I cry easily.. yet at the same time its hard to make me cry on the outside.. I'm a pretty emotionally strong girl despite my soft side.. Since I'm so emotional i can't watch horrors.. I'll be screaming.. tearing.. freaking.. yea.. just don't think about taking me to a horror or thriller.. I tend to be nice to people, though if you get on my bad side.. nuhuh.. hunnie.. you're in pretty bad spot.. trust me.. I'll rip your head off xD But if i love you then I DO MEAN I LOVE YOU! And despite all that~ I have my serious moments and yes I love my Deep and Meaningful talks.. but I'm a growing YOUNG LADY!! so I still have fun while being mature!! OK!! ^^ enough about me now onto the blogging!!
So as my TO DIE FOR cousins have mentioned!! This blog would consist of our whole family~ a really... big.. family.. filled with drama.. sometimes me and my cousins reminise about our times and we're just like.. god.. what a life full of drama.. We reckon we can actually make a drama out of this and it'll be one of the biggest hits of all time.. No, seriously!! No exaggeration intended!! Dramas I mean FML type.. Frustraion, Depression Gossip, DUH THE HAPPINESS! and oh how can i forget.. the LOVE between us!!
I really can't wait till we fill in on our recent pasts on a certain girl called Caitlyn!! Our ONCE imported cousin from Vietnam who came on a study visa.. but that would take a while since theres a little too much in it and if you want it good.. you've gotta know it in full detail!!
So until our next update stay tuned into "If My Life Were a Drama"!!! Where we will discuss the continuous issues on my sister Bec!!!
Coming Soon: Caitlyn the I-Think-Your'e-Stupid-and-I'm-so-Good-so-Don't-Even-Compare BITCH!!
x3 Bebe.
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Hey guys,
Originally we were going to start this blog on a brighter note, but with what has recently happened, I think we should start with what is currently happening.
Now, I think we should've introduced all the members of our family before we got down to the serious business but it'll be a really long list and I don't think either one of us really wants to start on that just yet.
I'll just introduce you to the people who I will be referring to in this post.
Firstly, I have 3 sisters, one of which you already know is doing this blog with me. We'll get to introducing our whole family later, I just need to introduce you to my older sister called Belinda (shortened to Bel), the eldest.
Secondly, on my dad's side of the family, we have my cousin, Jacqueline (shortened to Jackie) and her family. This consists of my aunty, uncle, Jackie, Rebecca (shorted to Bec), Oscar and Christie.
That's all the introducing that I will do for now since they are the only people who are really connected to what I have to say.
Anyways, on with the story.
Well, firstly I must give you a background check on Bec.
- Appearance wise: she is considered to be pretty and to me, innocent looking
- Behaviour wise: she is really bad
- she has a horrible boyfriend who isn't really that good looking, has no money, no reputation and treats her really badly.
- she stays out really late
- she smokes
- she jigs school
- she drinks alcohol.
Now before you start thinking that maybe I have judged her a little harshly, you have to take into consideration that she does all these things but she is really only turning 16 this year.
If you didn't think this was bad enough, just recently she moved out of her own home. Without any notification or any indication, she just upped and moved a few days ago. At first, she just stayed over at her boyfriend's for a day then the next day she took her clothes and just left. She only comes back at 5am in the morning to get clothes.
This has left my aunty and uncle in agony. Apart from having to put up with her bad behaviour, they now have to put up with her leaving the house as well. My aunty begged Bec to come back, but Bec didn't listen and just pushed her down and left. Now, my aunty can't sleep well, she cries and she can't even think straight because she is so sick with worry. My uncle also cannot sleep well. Both in pain and worrying like no tomorrow about Bec. But does Bec care?
No way! Just today, I was out shopping with my friend for my friend's birthday present and I chanced meeting her, only to see her hanging out with all these guys. I went into a store to buy something and when we came out again, she was smoking. I felt so angry at her for being so stupid. She never used to be so bad. She was innocent and fun to hang out with. But now, she's turned into someone that I don't even recognise.
We used to go out to the city as a cousin outing in the holidays. And I used to look at her, knowing that she had done all those terrible things, but always thinking, she looks so innocent, someone who needs to be protected and sheltered from the world. But that's not the case anymore.
I really wanna get into her mind and find out for myself what she is thinking. I know that people don't just turn like that for no reason. What made Bec change so drastically?
Apparently, she said to Jackie that she wanted to be just like my sister Bel. But how is she trying to be like Bel if she is acting like that? My sister may club and stay out late, but she knows her limits and protects herself well. She's an intelligent girl who gets good marks in Uni. And sure, sometimes she can be a pain in the ass and has a really bad temper, but she can be kind when she wants to be. Hell, even I admire her in some ways. She has this aura about her that attracts people to her and she is really out-going and and friendly. It helps that she's also gorgeous as well.
So out of all that I've said about Bel, what exactly does Bec see in Bel that makes her act the way that she does, considering the fact that she said she wants to be like Bel?
I just don't understand and I wish I could. It's painful to watch a family break and if I could help, I would do whatever it takes. I really just want to walk up to Bec and knock some senses into her, even if it means slapping her across the face or dumping a bucket of cold water on her. If that's what it takes to get her to listen, then by all means, I wish I could sum up the courage to do so. Then I could maybe talk some senses in her. Wake her up from that nightmare that she has walked into.
But sadly, I'm not that brave and do not have the strength to do something as drastic as that. I can only pray and hope that something good will come their way and that somehow, they will be able to solve their problems and come to a positive outcome.
So yeah, sorry about the negative start. But here it is.
I can't really say that I hoped you enjoyed the post because that would sorta be a little strange, but you get what I mean. Tell me what you think. Leave a message. What do you think of our family so far?
~Viv
Originally we were going to start this blog on a brighter note, but with what has recently happened, I think we should start with what is currently happening.
Now, I think we should've introduced all the members of our family before we got down to the serious business but it'll be a really long list and I don't think either one of us really wants to start on that just yet.
I'll just introduce you to the people who I will be referring to in this post.
Firstly, I have 3 sisters, one of which you already know is doing this blog with me. We'll get to introducing our whole family later, I just need to introduce you to my older sister called Belinda (shortened to Bel), the eldest.
Secondly, on my dad's side of the family, we have my cousin, Jacqueline (shortened to Jackie) and her family. This consists of my aunty, uncle, Jackie, Rebecca (shorted to Bec), Oscar and Christie.
That's all the introducing that I will do for now since they are the only people who are really connected to what I have to say.
Anyways, on with the story.
Well, firstly I must give you a background check on Bec.
- Appearance wise: she is considered to be pretty and to me, innocent looking
- Behaviour wise: she is really bad
- she has a horrible boyfriend who isn't really that good looking, has no money, no reputation and treats her really badly.
- she stays out really late
- she smokes
- she jigs school
- she drinks alcohol.
Now before you start thinking that maybe I have judged her a little harshly, you have to take into consideration that she does all these things but she is really only turning 16 this year.
If you didn't think this was bad enough, just recently she moved out of her own home. Without any notification or any indication, she just upped and moved a few days ago. At first, she just stayed over at her boyfriend's for a day then the next day she took her clothes and just left. She only comes back at 5am in the morning to get clothes.
This has left my aunty and uncle in agony. Apart from having to put up with her bad behaviour, they now have to put up with her leaving the house as well. My aunty begged Bec to come back, but Bec didn't listen and just pushed her down and left. Now, my aunty can't sleep well, she cries and she can't even think straight because she is so sick with worry. My uncle also cannot sleep well. Both in pain and worrying like no tomorrow about Bec. But does Bec care?
No way! Just today, I was out shopping with my friend for my friend's birthday present and I chanced meeting her, only to see her hanging out with all these guys. I went into a store to buy something and when we came out again, she was smoking. I felt so angry at her for being so stupid. She never used to be so bad. She was innocent and fun to hang out with. But now, she's turned into someone that I don't even recognise.
We used to go out to the city as a cousin outing in the holidays. And I used to look at her, knowing that she had done all those terrible things, but always thinking, she looks so innocent, someone who needs to be protected and sheltered from the world. But that's not the case anymore.
I really wanna get into her mind and find out for myself what she is thinking. I know that people don't just turn like that for no reason. What made Bec change so drastically?
Apparently, she said to Jackie that she wanted to be just like my sister Bel. But how is she trying to be like Bel if she is acting like that? My sister may club and stay out late, but she knows her limits and protects herself well. She's an intelligent girl who gets good marks in Uni. And sure, sometimes she can be a pain in the ass and has a really bad temper, but she can be kind when she wants to be. Hell, even I admire her in some ways. She has this aura about her that attracts people to her and she is really out-going and and friendly. It helps that she's also gorgeous as well.
So out of all that I've said about Bel, what exactly does Bec see in Bel that makes her act the way that she does, considering the fact that she said she wants to be like Bel?
I just don't understand and I wish I could. It's painful to watch a family break and if I could help, I would do whatever it takes. I really just want to walk up to Bec and knock some senses into her, even if it means slapping her across the face or dumping a bucket of cold water on her. If that's what it takes to get her to listen, then by all means, I wish I could sum up the courage to do so. Then I could maybe talk some senses in her. Wake her up from that nightmare that she has walked into.
But sadly, I'm not that brave and do not have the strength to do something as drastic as that. I can only pray and hope that something good will come their way and that somehow, they will be able to solve their problems and come to a positive outcome.
So yeah, sorry about the negative start. But here it is.
I can't really say that I hoped you enjoyed the post because that would sorta be a little strange, but you get what I mean. Tell me what you think. Leave a message. What do you think of our family so far?
~Viv
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