Ok!!! Here we are~ Starting 12:20am here in Jay and Viv's house!! After our almost 3 hour long Monopoly and our mouth watering hot caramel chocolate, I'm sitting right here in front on the computer screen typing my life away while the 3 seksi ladies are on the floor beside me trying to complete our 500 pieced puzzle~ Yea.. Queenie just groaned because she's absolutely hopeless at it!!! At least she doesn't have her head in her school work == Oh.. Bad call.. She just complained about not doing her homework.. Geesh!! She totally thinks she's gonna fail like what the freak?! Ahh she's being modest xD Yup!! So they don't know I'm eavesdropping on them and their little bitching-sesh of a certain girl in her school~ Hehe
Ok so lets start from today!! Omg I was at work and it was pouring!!! But Thank God by the time I finished at 7pm and needed to head over to the hot pot restaurant it stopped... We were having to much fun with our food haha forcing each other to eat the "last" meat and "last" fish and stupid queenie going on her diet?! Like Fk The What?! She's a skinny ass bitch!! Ok.. Anyway I bought soo much junk food which I highly doubt we'll even get near finishing!!
Next off we came back to Jay and Viv's house where half of us took the taxi and the other half getting driven we popped up into the bed and played that awesome game of monopoly, we started off swearing and raging at each other for all the properties each of us bought and fighting over which street colour we wanted~ The swear words flew over the board whereas the money we're soaring through the air.. yea.. a mini war xP So.. as it were heading to the end I think due to all the energy we used up earlier on in the game we pretty much died x.x But yea.. despite the fact queenie had the most properties she ended up bankrupted since she landed on all of Jay's house filled properties... Ok thats the end of that..
But yea.. I'm getting a little sidetracked.. The main idea of this blog is for us to finally gather up our info and thoughts on Caitlyn~ The girl we have been previously mentioning in our other blogs... Now where should we start? Hm.. *thinks* I think it was a November.. the end of 2008 when we first met her, at first we were reluctant to approach since we've never had anyone new joining our family and calling someone new.. our "cousin" since the rest of us grew up together and we're pretty much inseparable yea.. she was someone.. different.. But that wasn't the problem we still treated her nicely, taught her english, helped her with her school work and assessments.. and any other thing she needed.. then! She decided to turn her back on us!! She started writing a diary.. [ok!! I know we're not supposed to look through other peoples privacy~ But hey!! not our fault if she wrote crap about us right? *nudge nudge* right?] About us!! And how bad we were to her and everything like Fk The What?! Who gave you the opportunity to come here and obtain a better possibility?! US!! Who went through all the trouble to pay thousands a year to let you come here?! US!! Who paid for your daily expenses?! US!! Who gave you a place to stay and gave you food and clothes?! US!! Don't even let me continue.. Geesh this is soo not my style firing up.. but dude that girl has ISSUES!!
Did I mention we talked crap about us?! eg. Our grandmas are bitches?! That she will have a better life than us?! We're spoiled bitches?! Like HEY!!! Let's go back a few knotches!! We welcomed you here bitch!! Ok *puff puff* I'm just going to stop her.. and let my girls do the bitching man.. This is simply OUTRAGEOUS!! *wink wink*~
Bebe.x
heyhey~ its queenie here! and thanks jackiee...loving all the bitchy comments you are writing about me ><>
like jackie said...we had hot pot!! fishballs *yummm
I'm not exactly on a diet like jackie says..i just cant eat too much...cos i feel VERY sick afterwards =(...AND i still ate heaps
its currently 1.14AM and i really want to sleep but i have to stay up with my lovely cousins to complete a puzzle which has 500 freaken piecessss!! fml....
haha i'm also eavesdropping on them atm and i hear jay moaning about her fail essay..omfg she soo did not fail!!! we all know shes smart ;)
Okay! back to caitlyn~ one word..BITCH. like wtf bro shes such a fken ungrateful bitch. shes come to aus with open loving hands and she repays them by bitching about them in her diary about how everyone looks down on her. WHICH is soo not true!!...anywayss talking about her is such a waste of time!
Timeee to continue with the puzzle..-signing off-
anywaysss tomorrow we are only to have a hardcore city outing which is why we need to seriously go to sleep cos alot of vigorous activites will be happening tomorrow ;) omggg all the yummy food we are going to eat tomorrow *drools! haha and go K...sing jay sean songs which is jackies fav. artist *smirk.. thinking he was a non-curry LOL!!
<3>
ok it's jay here now. it's now 1.30 am and i'm feeling so dead. bleh. i slept at 4 am yesterday but i woke up feeling so awake!! anyhow, talking about caitlyn doesn't make me feel anything because even though she's my cousin...she never treated us like we were, and now I don't want to treat her like one anymore.
anyway there are a lot of things that she did that were really horrible, and she caused us all a lot of grief. she was never able to see all of the things that we sacrificed for her while she was here. bringing her here from vietnam and paying for her school expenses and her intensive english courses cost over $10000. And even after going to all those lessons, she still wasn't able to take anything in. After going for ten weeks, she still didn't know what a table was.. and so we had to pay for another ten weeks otherwise she wouldn't have been able to go to high school.
she caused grandma and my aunts a lot of grief, and she threw massive temper tantrums for no apparent reasons. my aunty got her a job working with a friend about a month or two before she left, working with jewellery. but she was ungrateful...and she stole a lot of jewelery from the place and sold it...and my aunty was humiliated and was forced to pay her friend back.
but caitlyn was still acting up. sigh. it was hard to act like there was nothing wrong, even though we knew that she'd written such horrible things about us. on one hand we felt extremely annoyed and pissed at her for daring to write something like that about us, but on the otherhand, we didn't want to completely alienate her because after all, she was our cousin.
anyway in her diary, she wrote that she was going to become even better than all of us here, and that she was going to be smarter and better, and when she was at the top, she could look back and laugh at us all.. and i remember feeling that it was extremely arrogant of her to say so, because after all..no offence, but she was extremely dumb..and there wasn't much chance of her becoming successful in a place like vietnam.
anyway i dunno..i don't want to think about her anymore. the other three have moved the puzzle to the side and haha they thought they lost a piece. hilarious. now we're trying to decide on a time to leave. haha anyway i'm going to sit down and talk now. time for viv.
love, jay
hey hey!
Vivy's here! It's currently 1:54 am. Man...i'm so tired it's not funny. But, you know, i have been anticipating this outing for a very long time. And although the day hasn't exactly gone the way i imagined it, it's still great because i'm with my closest people in the whole wide world and i would rather be here than anywhere else.
But onto Caitlyn. I totally agree with everything that my three lovely ladies have said above. But i have to admit, before i knew what Caitlyn did, i did feel sorry for her. To have to leave Vietnam and come to australia all by herself and live with people that she hasn't even met for a very long time seems like such a daunting task and it's really courageous of her to do so. And i felt so bad that she had to look after all the babies while all the other children were having fun together and laughing happily. And yeah, i sorta understand the way she feels towards us, considering all the luck and fortune (we are not rich, but we are fortunate enough to live a comfortable life) that we have. But she seriously went too far with what she did, regardless of what we have.
Yes, sometimes we can be a little bitchy. But most of the time, we are really kind and nice. We allowed Caitlyn to stay in australia, under a roof with food, clothing and shelter. We provided her with education and a place to work so that she can earn money to take back home with her. But she doesn't really appreciate it.
She says that we boast about all the things we have that she doesn't but she doesn't understand that that was not our intentions. Like, one time, she wanted to buy a bracelet and jackie's mum said that it was the same one that jackie had, but caitlyn didn't care and got it anyways. I mean, gosh....it's totally not right to get something even though she knows that someone else has it. And the same thing happened again when jackie and caitlyn and her mum went shopping and jackie wanted to buy this dress. And caitlyn saw it and said she wanted to get it too, even though she knew that jackie wanted to get it. I mean, come on, she was right in front of her and she still wanted to get it. that is just not on!
And then, there was also the incident when jackie's mum was kind enough to buy caitlyn a moblie phone for her birthday. And like, later on, caitlyn said she wanted to buy a phone for her dad but it turns out, she kept the phone that jackie gave to her for her dad and used the phone that she bought for herself. I mean, how selfish can she get! We try to giver her affection and treat her as family and she doesn't even return the favour.
I just don't understand her. She is so inconsiderate and doesn't care about others when we all try to make her feel a part of the family. I understand that she is away from her family and she must feel so foreign in Australia, but what she did is totally not appropriate.
It turns out, near the end of her year. She tried to go to the principal and beg him/her to let her stay for another year, asking her/him not to tell our auntie about it. But it still got to them. It's not that we don't want to let her stay. But there is a lot of money involved in letting her stay for another year and she doesn't seem to appreciate it and put it in good use to pursue her education, so there is really no point in letting her stay in the first place.
Her actions turned so bad towards the end that our grandmas and aunties wouldn't pay for her aeroplace ticket home. Which she ended up paying for herself! Ha! Serves her right. I'm sorry, i'm not usually this bitchy and i really did try to see the good to what she did, tried to reason with her actions, but she just pushed passed the boundaries time and time again, making it harder and harder for me to try to understand and let it pass by. So yeah. This is the end of my bit now. We are going to prepare for bed and then lie in bed, maybe play some cards, have some heart to hearts and then bedtime! So that tomorrow we can be awake and fresh to start the new day and the new adventure! :D
Okay! Bedtime kiddys!
~Viv
Hehe~ Signing off time: 2:24am
Love Love Love Love from Us~
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Hey my dears!
Vivy's in the house!
Haha...hey guys. Gosh..i'm in such a good mood for some unknown reason. I was rather annoyed before but now i'm happy? I'm so strange.
Meh...I was just listening to a very bouncy song that made me dancer crazily into my room. It made me think of our cousin outing just recently at Star City. Our parents rented an apartment and we were par~taying while our parents were downstairs gambling or watching a concert. :P
It was sooo fun! We were inside the master bedroom, with our little cousin (who really shouldn't have been there) dancing to songs on Jackie's ipod, which was attached to a loud speaker. Now, i must say. I'm not exactly one of those people who usually dance. I find it rather awkward and would rather not coz i don't like embarrassing myself. When I'm around friends, i would just stand on the sidelines, shaking my head and feigning an excuse that i didn't know how to dance when someone tried to get me to join in. Yeah...i'm a boring person, so what!
The only times i dance are in the confines of my bedroom, with no one but myself, dancing in front of the mirror :D But I found that I was able to dance comfortably that night with my sister and cousins. And I had so much fun and didn't feel like digging a hole for myself because i was dying of embarrassment. I just belted out moves and didn't give a damn of what others thought of me. Something that i usually don't do. And for that reason, I have another reason to be so grateful to this tight bond that we share.
To be able to do something that is outside of my comfort zone is rare as I am a coward. So to be able to do that without shame, is a really big achievement, thanks to my sister and cousins.
We also sang to our auntie that night, who had to stay back to look after her two young children. I hope that she had as much fun as we had despite not being able to go with all the other adults. I hope that our little number to her was able to cheer her up and was able to let her have a little fun.
It's seriously no joke to be a mother. I'm sure we all agree that just trying to look after a child for a few hours is really tiring, let alone a few years. And to top that off, our auntie has to look after two children, both at young ages. That is crazy! I really take me hat off to her.
And i hope that our two little adorable cousins will get well soon as they are both not feeling well right now. They both get sick a lot, especially the little one. So I hope that they get well soon and become little energetic buggers again :)
Oh oh oh! It's nearly time for our cousin outing! The days counting down to the eventful evening are just sooo long! I just want it to hurry up and arrive so we can have lots and lots of fun together! I just can't wait!
Hehe...tomorrow is our prep day. We have to vacuum and change the bedsheets in prep for the night. It's gonna be very tiring, but very very worth it :)
Aiya...i'm itching for the day to come already!
I better go off and get some work done now. Cya lovelys
~Viv
Vivy's in the house!
Haha...hey guys. Gosh..i'm in such a good mood for some unknown reason. I was rather annoyed before but now i'm happy? I'm so strange.
Meh...I was just listening to a very bouncy song that made me dancer crazily into my room. It made me think of our cousin outing just recently at Star City. Our parents rented an apartment and we were par~taying while our parents were downstairs gambling or watching a concert. :P
It was sooo fun! We were inside the master bedroom, with our little cousin (who really shouldn't have been there) dancing to songs on Jackie's ipod, which was attached to a loud speaker. Now, i must say. I'm not exactly one of those people who usually dance. I find it rather awkward and would rather not coz i don't like embarrassing myself. When I'm around friends, i would just stand on the sidelines, shaking my head and feigning an excuse that i didn't know how to dance when someone tried to get me to join in. Yeah...i'm a boring person, so what!
The only times i dance are in the confines of my bedroom, with no one but myself, dancing in front of the mirror :D But I found that I was able to dance comfortably that night with my sister and cousins. And I had so much fun and didn't feel like digging a hole for myself because i was dying of embarrassment. I just belted out moves and didn't give a damn of what others thought of me. Something that i usually don't do. And for that reason, I have another reason to be so grateful to this tight bond that we share.
To be able to do something that is outside of my comfort zone is rare as I am a coward. So to be able to do that without shame, is a really big achievement, thanks to my sister and cousins.
We also sang to our auntie that night, who had to stay back to look after her two young children. I hope that she had as much fun as we had despite not being able to go with all the other adults. I hope that our little number to her was able to cheer her up and was able to let her have a little fun.
It's seriously no joke to be a mother. I'm sure we all agree that just trying to look after a child for a few hours is really tiring, let alone a few years. And to top that off, our auntie has to look after two children, both at young ages. That is crazy! I really take me hat off to her.
And i hope that our two little adorable cousins will get well soon as they are both not feeling well right now. They both get sick a lot, especially the little one. So I hope that they get well soon and become little energetic buggers again :)
Oh oh oh! It's nearly time for our cousin outing! The days counting down to the eventful evening are just sooo long! I just want it to hurry up and arrive so we can have lots and lots of fun together! I just can't wait!
Hehe...tomorrow is our prep day. We have to vacuum and change the bedsheets in prep for the night. It's gonna be very tiring, but very very worth it :)
Aiya...i'm itching for the day to come already!
I better go off and get some work done now. Cya lovelys
~Viv
False Happiness
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Yarzzzz!! I'm here to blog an behalf of all of us!!! I would like to announce that we have all offically finished our exams!! Me being the last to finish xD You don't know how much of a pain in the ass the last two weeks have been.. not to mention my last test being Extension 2 Maths!! Great job school for having such good organization!! Shoving such a horrible subject on the last day when everyone are literally studying zombies!! Neways but I was able to gather all my last strength the dance out of the hell hall and yea... fell flat face from exhaustion *sigh* What school does to you..~
Ok so here we are end of term 1, Easter is around the corner, us students are celebrating the epic holidays together!! Yes!! And that means us cousins are about to celebrate this wonderful event!! With my last mentioned Sleepover!! We have planned Monopoly, Water Guns, 500 piece Puzzles x2, Hot Pot and City Outing filled with food, karaoke and Sticker photos!!
Anyways just like to shout out to you guys here about something appearing on my door step 2 days ago~ One of the best things that has ever happened in my life!! It was the Polaroid Camera that I ordered a few weeks ago!! The Fujifilm Instax 25!! It is the cutest thing out!! Oh I also like to brag out my seksi ipod speakers!! Music comes from 4 sides, Alarm and most of all I just love the remote that comes with it xD
Enough of the dragging!! Why is the blog called False Happiness you ask? Well don't you think its true? Yes although our exams are over but this is pretty much telling us how close some of our HSC are to us, halfway through and not alot of time left~ So lets spend this short break free and filled with laughter!!!
Just a lil brief update on my sister~ My mum has been to a counsellor on Tuesday and they advised her to call the police because we don't know if she is safe. The police surprisingly worked fast after a lil interview with my mum they managed to find her at one of her friends place and drove her back.. They told them to have a talk before they left and I decided to lock my mum and bec in a room so they can talk it out, after my shower when I went back in to see how they were... I only saw my mother pouring her eyes out and bec once again on her phone ==. She's always like that.. Ignoring everyone when we only try to understand her and ask her what she wants.. Annoyed I sat down next to her and begged her to tell me whats wrong and if she just wanted to go out without us telling her when to come back? that why she wont leave home again? She said no.. ok.. Fair enough.. So what do you want? *she continues playing on her phone*.. I hate it.. I mean ok you have a right to not say anything but at least give the slightest respect to your mum and listen!! Right? So I snatched the phone off her but she kicked and scratched me.. Me being in a bad mood at 12am midnight.. With a Chemistry exam the next day, fought back.. I hit daylights out of her.. xD oppsie violent me but if this would teach her respect I shall do it!! Mum tried to stop us but she hit mum too!! Whilst mum pulled me back she yelled to bec "Hit me, If you want to hit me, just hit me" and she did.. she punched mums arms.. She punched her in the head twice.. I couldn't take it and hit her once again. Mum was crying, she ripped us apart but I continued.. no one hits their own mother and especially not her!!
*Breathless* I raged at her, she stormed to her room, Me and my mums tears were flowing non-stop .. nothing hurts us more than to see my sister, her daughter walk the wrong path.. She states "You guys cry all you want I got another phone I don't care about any of you's" With a smirk on her face, I asked her "Why did you hit mum? she was defenseless why did you still hit her?! She simply said.. "I don't have a mum like her" What is that? That's not what a human with feelings would say!! I told her friends will always end up leaving, family never do, no matter what, plus her friends are fake, she don't like her for her!! Yet she ignored me she said "I don't have a family with you guys, I like my friends so much more, they are way better than you's!!" Speechless.. Entirely.. She started calling me ugly and saying I think I'm so pretty but really everyone hates me, I mean even if its true.. friendship-wise at least my friends are true.. I know most of her friends and they all use her.. All leave her in the end.. However we just left her after.. We knew she won't change and we had nothing more to say.. Disappointed, but I've still decided to invite her to our cousin outing.. Never-the-less she is still family.. I've told Jay that we won't make her feel left out if she agrees to come.. I mean.. We are studying belonging in english now.. We should understand the feeling of not-belonging its painful.. its lonely.. No matter how bad a person may be, they always want to belong.. Don't they? No one wants to be alone.. Maybe I'm just over sensitive once again, emotional >.> but really.. I think about it alot.. I don;t think anyone deserves to not belonging.. But that's why thought ^^ *deep sigh*
Gosh... this blog has really taken the last bit of my energy ><.. How can I complain? I brought this onto myself.. from sleeping at 2-3am every night to waking up at 7 not to mention today I woke up at 5am to study.. Yarz... Sent sunrise with 4unit maths.. With work and studies, bec all rotating in my life.. What a sad life I have.. aye? But I might continue fighting!!! Now I would-d-d-d.....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz..... *sleeping thoughts* I think I slept halfway through a sentence... oh well.. I-Love-You~ mmm chocolate bunny.. *drools in sleep* I love easter.. ooooooo I see LaLaLand!!! *flies* Ok.. I'm just weird... dot.dot.dot.
*wink*
x3 Bebe.
Ok so here we are end of term 1, Easter is around the corner, us students are celebrating the epic holidays together!! Yes!! And that means us cousins are about to celebrate this wonderful event!! With my last mentioned Sleepover!! We have planned Monopoly, Water Guns, 500 piece Puzzles x2, Hot Pot and City Outing filled with food, karaoke and Sticker photos!!
Anyways just like to shout out to you guys here about something appearing on my door step 2 days ago~ One of the best things that has ever happened in my life!! It was the Polaroid Camera that I ordered a few weeks ago!! The Fujifilm Instax 25!! It is the cutest thing out!! Oh I also like to brag out my seksi ipod speakers!! Music comes from 4 sides, Alarm and most of all I just love the remote that comes with it xD
Enough of the dragging!! Why is the blog called False Happiness you ask? Well don't you think its true? Yes although our exams are over but this is pretty much telling us how close some of our HSC are to us, halfway through and not alot of time left~ So lets spend this short break free and filled with laughter!!!
Just a lil brief update on my sister~ My mum has been to a counsellor on Tuesday and they advised her to call the police because we don't know if she is safe. The police surprisingly worked fast after a lil interview with my mum they managed to find her at one of her friends place and drove her back.. They told them to have a talk before they left and I decided to lock my mum and bec in a room so they can talk it out, after my shower when I went back in to see how they were... I only saw my mother pouring her eyes out and bec once again on her phone ==. She's always like that.. Ignoring everyone when we only try to understand her and ask her what she wants.. Annoyed I sat down next to her and begged her to tell me whats wrong and if she just wanted to go out without us telling her when to come back? that why she wont leave home again? She said no.. ok.. Fair enough.. So what do you want? *she continues playing on her phone*.. I hate it.. I mean ok you have a right to not say anything but at least give the slightest respect to your mum and listen!! Right? So I snatched the phone off her but she kicked and scratched me.. Me being in a bad mood at 12am midnight.. With a Chemistry exam the next day, fought back.. I hit daylights out of her.. xD oppsie violent me but if this would teach her respect I shall do it!! Mum tried to stop us but she hit mum too!! Whilst mum pulled me back she yelled to bec "Hit me, If you want to hit me, just hit me" and she did.. she punched mums arms.. She punched her in the head twice.. I couldn't take it and hit her once again. Mum was crying, she ripped us apart but I continued.. no one hits their own mother and especially not her!!
*Breathless* I raged at her, she stormed to her room, Me and my mums tears were flowing non-stop .. nothing hurts us more than to see my sister, her daughter walk the wrong path.. She states "You guys cry all you want I got another phone I don't care about any of you's" With a smirk on her face, I asked her "Why did you hit mum? she was defenseless why did you still hit her?! She simply said.. "I don't have a mum like her" What is that? That's not what a human with feelings would say!! I told her friends will always end up leaving, family never do, no matter what, plus her friends are fake, she don't like her for her!! Yet she ignored me she said "I don't have a family with you guys, I like my friends so much more, they are way better than you's!!" Speechless.. Entirely.. She started calling me ugly and saying I think I'm so pretty but really everyone hates me, I mean even if its true.. friendship-wise at least my friends are true.. I know most of her friends and they all use her.. All leave her in the end.. However we just left her after.. We knew she won't change and we had nothing more to say.. Disappointed, but I've still decided to invite her to our cousin outing.. Never-the-less she is still family.. I've told Jay that we won't make her feel left out if she agrees to come.. I mean.. We are studying belonging in english now.. We should understand the feeling of not-belonging its painful.. its lonely.. No matter how bad a person may be, they always want to belong.. Don't they? No one wants to be alone.. Maybe I'm just over sensitive once again, emotional >.> but really.. I think about it alot.. I don;t think anyone deserves to not belonging.. But that's why thought ^^ *deep sigh*
Gosh... this blog has really taken the last bit of my energy ><.. How can I complain? I brought this onto myself.. from sleeping at 2-3am every night to waking up at 7 not to mention today I woke up at 5am to study.. Yarz... Sent sunrise with 4unit maths.. With work and studies, bec all rotating in my life.. What a sad life I have.. aye? But I might continue fighting!!! Now I would-d-d-d.....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz..... *sleeping thoughts* I think I slept halfway through a sentence... oh well.. I-Love-You~ mmm chocolate bunny.. *drools in sleep* I love easter.. ooooooo I see LaLaLand!!! *flies* Ok.. I'm just weird... dot.dot.dot.
*wink*
x3 Bebe.
Fights from Siblings...
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Its Be once again, updating this blog~
Gosh.. I shouldnt be here.. why? Well I'm currently in the midst of my half yearly exams xD
okok i know get my butt off this blog right? But hey!! I'm only human I need a break.. really... from all those maths formulas flying around in my head!! Honestly.. does board of studies wanna kill they're future generations?! Geesh!! poor teenagers like ourselves are wasting our lives not on laughter and fun but rather shoving our heads in books!! I mean.. I know yea.. we learn best when we're young and we gain knowledge blah blah blah but give us kids a break.. lifes too short to be wasting 1/4 of our lives in books!! Ok.. enough of my stupid rant which doesnt even change the board of studies' minds xD
So where was I? Screw the thought of my half yearlies!! I am SOOOOO looking foward to the upcoming holidays!!! Yup yup autumn is here and we's no longer sweating our asses off at school!!! Welcome Partays!!! Welcome Easter!!! (most importantly the easter show and the chocolates!!!) hmm.. what else? Whatever.. Welcome all the fun things in this world!!!! Us cousins have planned an outing that will be helping us reminise our times~ relax~ and most of all HAVE FUN!!!
*Thinks* What shall we do? Well its decided on a Thursday night we will treat our grandmas out for hotpot [yum~yum~yum!!] Then we're gonna head over to Jay & Viv's house for a sleep over!! Well.. ugh.. not exactly sleepover when we'll be all~nightering right? Oh well and yes we would come together to upload this blog~ Update you guys on Caitlyn~ Uhh.. Lets see? oh right!! organise an Easter Hunt!!!! Woooooh!!!! Can't wait!! and after our LONG LONG night we shall head out to the city!! Obviously Going to karaoke!! We all love singing so much!! and yea~ our lil family band xDxD Watch us shine bubz!! Ok~ then how can we forget our Friday Night Markets?! Where the delicious Curry Fish Balls and mini stores to check out?! well.. we were planning to make another sleep over.. but due to some of us having tutor the next morning.. - yess.. we're asian and we go tutor.. as if board of studies doesn't give us enough pressure.. >.> - we won't be doing that i guess~ Oh wello~ we have fun with each other no matter where we are!!
=DD
Now enough of annoucements.. I'm goign to continue on my sister..
*sigh sigh sigh* where to start?! She has once again not come home since friday morning.. we really don't know what to do with her.. we've tried everything!! from negoiating to world war III to ignoring to pleading to whatever!! She can't stop!!! I'm kinda getting so use to it I don't even care about her anymore..
OMG!!! and I shall tell you about her fight outside of school.. I am somewhat proud I guess~ Haha there have been a couple of girls who wanted to hit her so badly that hey called for a "one-on-one" and 1st fight~ against my ex best friend until she bretrayed me >.> anyway Bec somehow won although she was so much smaller than her.. like.. WHAM!!! awesomeness~ then the next day.. bec wasn't allowed out by my parents.. but as i was studying in the library me and my guy friends got a phone call from them saying they want to fight us.. [screw them for disturbing my study time] we couldn't ignore them because they had over 50 people inthe park waiting for us and some of our friends were already down there.. in the short notice of time we could only call 30 people down from everywhere who was free on a saturday afternoon!! However they were really scared when they saw one of our friends!! He was really big!! It was the first him I've seen him he's nickname was "Biggie" or something and yes he was really really big.. he was very angry at the other side for annoying us~ They were scared and stepped back.. however the police started coming.. they scattered~ some of them even sang the happy birthday song to try and tell the police we're having a party at the park xDxD silly~ The police aren't stupid!! We on the other hand didn't have that many people so we just left in couples and pretended we were just walking by~ However later I bumped into my ex best friend.. I had a talk with her.. she was all too fake.. she acted like she didnt start anything!! It was her boyfriend and two brothers who started it up anyway.. I just told her to back off!! If she still has little respect in me and her.. she better tell them to back off.. and I guess she didn't want to start anymore with me since we had a bad finish.. So she just called them off.. That was the end of that or so I thought.. They were the cause of me and my god-brothers argument.. we only just made up due to a misunderstand and they.. *sigh* lets just say.. although he's not actually my brother.. I took him as real family.. he's.. Important.. Anyway ^^ back to my story~ A few days later when my sister finished school.. they came up to her again!! they don't stop =.= but I didn't want to be part of it anymore I'm way too tired to immature "teeny boppers" I just let Bec and my friends handle it.. This time we hasd 100 on our side because our friends were all in the area at the time.. It was somewhat scary.. I'm going to skip all the other bits but lets just say Bec did end up in another fight with another girls.. She apparently knew karate.. and was acting all cocky.. however beforehand I taught Bec some moves and did great!! She threw her head against her knee, threw it over and over against against a glass door and cut her lip.. got her into a headlock and knocked the sunlights out of all.. and last.. she managed to tear off her.. Battle.Ready.Armor.. [for those who don't know what that is.. just read the capital letters] and another friend of ours made a guy who was calling her names and swearing threats at her say sorry and vow to never do it again.. well I guess this time really is the end~
*Another Sigh* life of the some teenagers.. go school man =.="
but they chose their life.. no future? it doesn't concern me as they're not the ones that I value.. I don't like fights.. I really don't.. seeing people hurt.. especially for stupid reasons like that.. For some reason my heart always cringes.. I suppose it's my soft heartedness.. I really hate it though..
ANYWAYS!! I'm going to stop here!! As I have a pile of maths equations piling on top of me *curses under breath* Keke~ I've really gotta stop my depressing blogs but then again this blog is called "If my life were a drama" right?! Emotions are supposed to be set free here~
And now..
SHOUT OUT TO
QQ: Get out of your room!! Open up as me, jay and viv would be holding you up no matter what!!
Jay: Please don't kill anyone while I'm doing my exams
Viv: Where are you?!
x3. Bebe.
Gosh.. I shouldnt be here.. why? Well I'm currently in the midst of my half yearly exams xD
okok i know get my butt off this blog right? But hey!! I'm only human I need a break.. really... from all those maths formulas flying around in my head!! Honestly.. does board of studies wanna kill they're future generations?! Geesh!! poor teenagers like ourselves are wasting our lives not on laughter and fun but rather shoving our heads in books!! I mean.. I know yea.. we learn best when we're young and we gain knowledge blah blah blah but give us kids a break.. lifes too short to be wasting 1/4 of our lives in books!! Ok.. enough of my stupid rant which doesnt even change the board of studies' minds xD
So where was I? Screw the thought of my half yearlies!! I am SOOOOO looking foward to the upcoming holidays!!! Yup yup autumn is here and we's no longer sweating our asses off at school!!! Welcome Partays!!! Welcome Easter!!! (most importantly the easter show and the chocolates!!!) hmm.. what else? Whatever.. Welcome all the fun things in this world!!!! Us cousins have planned an outing that will be helping us reminise our times~ relax~ and most of all HAVE FUN!!!
*Thinks* What shall we do? Well its decided on a Thursday night we will treat our grandmas out for hotpot [yum~yum~yum!!] Then we're gonna head over to Jay & Viv's house for a sleep over!! Well.. ugh.. not exactly sleepover when we'll be all~nightering right? Oh well and yes we would come together to upload this blog~ Update you guys on Caitlyn~ Uhh.. Lets see? oh right!! organise an Easter Hunt!!!! Woooooh!!!! Can't wait!! and after our LONG LONG night we shall head out to the city!! Obviously Going to karaoke!! We all love singing so much!! and yea~ our lil family band xDxD Watch us shine bubz!! Ok~ then how can we forget our Friday Night Markets?! Where the delicious Curry Fish Balls and mini stores to check out?! well.. we were planning to make another sleep over.. but due to some of us having tutor the next morning.. - yess.. we're asian and we go tutor.. as if board of studies doesn't give us enough pressure.. >.> - we won't be doing that i guess~ Oh wello~ we have fun with each other no matter where we are!!
=DD
Now enough of annoucements.. I'm goign to continue on my sister..
*sigh sigh sigh* where to start?! She has once again not come home since friday morning.. we really don't know what to do with her.. we've tried everything!! from negoiating to world war III to ignoring to pleading to whatever!! She can't stop!!! I'm kinda getting so use to it I don't even care about her anymore..
OMG!!! and I shall tell you about her fight outside of school.. I am somewhat proud I guess~ Haha there have been a couple of girls who wanted to hit her so badly that hey called for a "one-on-one" and 1st fight~ against my ex best friend until she bretrayed me >.> anyway Bec somehow won although she was so much smaller than her.. like.. WHAM!!! awesomeness~ then the next day.. bec wasn't allowed out by my parents.. but as i was studying in the library me and my guy friends got a phone call from them saying they want to fight us.. [screw them for disturbing my study time] we couldn't ignore them because they had over 50 people inthe park waiting for us and some of our friends were already down there.. in the short notice of time we could only call 30 people down from everywhere who was free on a saturday afternoon!! However they were really scared when they saw one of our friends!! He was really big!! It was the first him I've seen him he's nickname was "Biggie" or something and yes he was really really big.. he was very angry at the other side for annoying us~ They were scared and stepped back.. however the police started coming.. they scattered~ some of them even sang the happy birthday song to try and tell the police we're having a party at the park xDxD silly~ The police aren't stupid!! We on the other hand didn't have that many people so we just left in couples and pretended we were just walking by~ However later I bumped into my ex best friend.. I had a talk with her.. she was all too fake.. she acted like she didnt start anything!! It was her boyfriend and two brothers who started it up anyway.. I just told her to back off!! If she still has little respect in me and her.. she better tell them to back off.. and I guess she didn't want to start anymore with me since we had a bad finish.. So she just called them off.. That was the end of that or so I thought.. They were the cause of me and my god-brothers argument.. we only just made up due to a misunderstand and they.. *sigh* lets just say.. although he's not actually my brother.. I took him as real family.. he's.. Important.. Anyway ^^ back to my story~ A few days later when my sister finished school.. they came up to her again!! they don't stop =.= but I didn't want to be part of it anymore I'm way too tired to immature "teeny boppers" I just let Bec and my friends handle it.. This time we hasd 100 on our side because our friends were all in the area at the time.. It was somewhat scary.. I'm going to skip all the other bits but lets just say Bec did end up in another fight with another girls.. She apparently knew karate.. and was acting all cocky.. however beforehand I taught Bec some moves and did great!! She threw her head against her knee, threw it over and over against against a glass door and cut her lip.. got her into a headlock and knocked the sunlights out of all.. and last.. she managed to tear off her.. Battle.Ready.Armor.. [for those who don't know what that is.. just read the capital letters] and another friend of ours made a guy who was calling her names and swearing threats at her say sorry and vow to never do it again.. well I guess this time really is the end~
*Another Sigh* life of the some teenagers.. go school man =.="
but they chose their life.. no future? it doesn't concern me as they're not the ones that I value.. I don't like fights.. I really don't.. seeing people hurt.. especially for stupid reasons like that.. For some reason my heart always cringes.. I suppose it's my soft heartedness.. I really hate it though..
ANYWAYS!! I'm going to stop here!! As I have a pile of maths equations piling on top of me *curses under breath* Keke~ I've really gotta stop my depressing blogs but then again this blog is called "If my life were a drama" right?! Emotions are supposed to be set free here~
And now..
SHOUT OUT TO
QQ: Get out of your room!! Open up as me, jay and viv would be holding you up no matter what!!
Jay: Please don't kill anyone while I'm doing my exams
Viv: Where are you?!
x3. Bebe.
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heyyy~ its queenieee
a girl who stresses and worries about everything..sorry guys! trying very hard to fix that! ==
but moving on...i just want to say that I LOVEE my cousinss!! always supporting me and making me laugh when i'm at my saddest...
This is very depressing btw soo haha but i need to release ;)
as you all know...i broke up with my bf, mel~ it was a relationship that has brought me great pain but also great happiness.
At the beginning, the relationship was going really well until...he moved to epping and i started yr 12...from then onwards it started to break down, we hardly saw each other...we started drifting apart ...my mum will constantly tell me and pressure me to not to let one guy affect my future..so i tried my best to focus on my studies but of course the time spent with my bf was decreasing
whenever we talked, he would always tell me how lonely he was without me..i felt soo guilty...it was unfair that he had to suffer because of my selfishness. i was mad at myself..hated myself...
i always tell him sorry i dont spend enough time with you...he always tells me nicely that 'its fine' 'i understand' but i know deep down inside he really disliked the fact that he could not spend time with his gf like in a normal relationship. i always thought breaking up would be better for both of us but i was wrong...
i have come to realise that i actually still love him very much but its too late...cos i've already lost him...
jay will probably kill me when she sees this...but i've been crying non stop over him today** even now...
i hope he finds happiness with someone who will always be there for him ....
fkkkk i'm going to get red panda eyes tomorrow O_O
anyways~ on a happier side! i want to say thanks to Jay!!! who puts up with my depression err nearly everyday and can always make me laugh soo hard with her err dirtiness and sexiness LOL...*btw i still feel sorry for the camel ;)
Viv!! you're always giving me comfort and listened to me even tho you had english hw !! and of course i love jackieee! even tho she chose maths over me haha but i still love her! you guys makes mee...-nose bleed/erect- god why do you guys have to be soo hot for
fkk if only aus. allows incest and lesbian relationships!! i'll marry you alll!!
this weekend was a depressing onee....but i've decided not to look back at the past but instead move forward!!
and i just cant emphasise enough....
I LOVEEE MY COUSINSSSS
but omg i cant wait to bitch about cailtin!! fk i hate viet girls ><
lots of love,
qq~
a girl who stresses and worries about everything..sorry guys! trying very hard to fix that! ==
but moving on...i just want to say that I LOVEE my cousinss!! always supporting me and making me laugh when i'm at my saddest...
This is very depressing btw soo haha but i need to release ;)
as you all know...i broke up with my bf, mel~ it was a relationship that has brought me great pain but also great happiness.
At the beginning, the relationship was going really well until...he moved to epping and i started yr 12...from then onwards it started to break down, we hardly saw each other...we started drifting apart ...my mum will constantly tell me and pressure me to not to let one guy affect my future..so i tried my best to focus on my studies but of course the time spent with my bf was decreasing
whenever we talked, he would always tell me how lonely he was without me..i felt soo guilty...it was unfair that he had to suffer because of my selfishness. i was mad at myself..hated myself...
i always tell him sorry i dont spend enough time with you...he always tells me nicely that 'its fine' 'i understand' but i know deep down inside he really disliked the fact that he could not spend time with his gf like in a normal relationship. i always thought breaking up would be better for both of us but i was wrong...
i have come to realise that i actually still love him very much but its too late...cos i've already lost him...
jay will probably kill me when she sees this...but i've been crying non stop over him today** even now...
i hope he finds happiness with someone who will always be there for him ....
fkkkk i'm going to get red panda eyes tomorrow O_O
anyways~ on a happier side! i want to say thanks to Jay!!! who puts up with my depression err nearly everyday and can always make me laugh soo hard with her err dirtiness and sexiness LOL...*btw i still feel sorry for the camel ;)
Viv!! you're always giving me comfort and listened to me even tho you had english hw !! and of course i love jackieee! even tho she chose maths over me haha but i still love her! you guys makes mee...-nose bleed/erect- god why do you guys have to be soo hot for
fkk if only aus. allows incest and lesbian relationships!! i'll marry you alll!!
this weekend was a depressing onee....but i've decided not to look back at the past but instead move forward!!
and i just cant emphasise enough....
I LOVEEE MY COUSINSSSS
but omg i cant wait to bitch about cailtin!! fk i hate viet girls ><
lots of love,
qq~
Frustration building up...
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Hello~ Hello~ HELLO!!
It's Be~ once again commenting on this fabulous blog on our family from the inside!! <-- bit confusing right there.. anyway.. this is a blog dedicated to Jay's previous 2 blogs.. really.. life within our family is hard.. cold rock hard.. DAMN RIGHT!! Cold Rock In Your Face Hard~ ok >.> i'll stop.. =.="
Back to the main story!! Ok so yea... my sis has been a pain in the ass... not literally.. but honestly.. shes just.. ugh.. UNbelievable!! I mean yes i've been though the rebellion stage but you have to have limits right? I don't want to go into depth too much on her for the time being as it'll take me WAYYYYY too long to really post it up.. BUT on the surface~ cut short~ wateva.. here it is..
*age 15.. turning 16
*changed schools..
*foul attitude
*smokes
*devirginised xD
*skips school at least half the time
*forging signatures
*getting into fights
*comes home at 11pm every night (if lucky)
*known as the "RAKING queen" (raking means stealing for those who don't know ;p)
*has had many affairs outside her currently: 7th bf since.. 2008?
**secret*
*went through abortion
*etc etc. cant think of it right now.. too much xD
Honestly.. I don't wanna make my sister look bad or anything.. but reli.. I'm not exaggerating!! Its just drives us all insane.. my point is.. I know my mum has it bad and all.. I mean having such a disgraceful daughter.. but being the fact that i'm currently in my hsc year.. i have trouble learning how to study >.> [yea as i said i'm more the party girl], barely hitting the deadline of my assessments, having trouble with some of my peers, pressured by my grandma.. problems with my father.. and definately feel sorry for my mum. All i really wanna do is just help my mum out by taking matters into my hand.. yes~ that means taking responsibility of my sister >< but =/ its not as easy as it sounds
I swear without my cousins to really help me out through these times I would be soo lost and frustrated!! It's somewhat.. CRAZY!!! The effects on my emotional life!! REALLY!! Not to boast or anything, but i consider myself a really optimistic girl, i see the light in everything~ Just.. *sigh* its hard to really do that when you're just lost in the middle of nowhere, stuck between family and school which one to pay more attention to? Resulting me in my somewhat foul mood. I had been snappy and really short tempered but I guess i just wasnt use to that new change, I mean I'm only 16!! You can't expect me to take this on myself!! I don't tell my friends because everyones busy and I dont want to put burden on them too, my family.. disagrees with me and everything.. *sigh* but here I am coping with it all being a strong girl I am, I have shred tears, I have expressed anger.. Most Importantly, I saw who really knew and loves me~
Jay!! To you!! I really don't deserve all the compliment you gave me!!! I just enjoy seeing everyone around me smiling even if i'm not inside, I'll give you one on the outside!! i mean.. why ruin a party with a drunk? Why ruin a day with a frown?! If you ever need me, I'll be there!! I might not be the best listener because I'm a talker myself!! but i'll do my best~ Haha
Honestly!!! You've been much more of a help to me than i've been to you!! Trust me bubz!! Knowing that i'll be seeing you puts a smile on my face!! To you and I'm saying this to my cousins out there whos reading this too~ You guys are the best things thats happened in my life!!
Gosh!!! Didn't you reckon this post is soooo not like me?!
It seemed wayyy too depressing in the middle~ Thats a little insight to my mind xD
It's messy, it's confusing but I live the life I live and I know there are many out there who are going through worse!!!
Anyway~ I love ending things on a bright note!! SO GUYS!!! WISH ME LUCK ON MY UPCOMING HALF YEARLIES!! Hope you guys have also aced it with flying colours!! Oh!! AND A GREAT SHOUT OUT TO QUEENIE!! WHO WOULD BE JOINING US SOON IN THIS BLOG!! ANOTHER GREAT COUSIN OF OURs WHO WE EXTREMELY VALUE!!
She will be bringing us another insight to our family life [Haha aren't we seeing our family life from so many different angles xD]!! Anyway back to queenie!!! She's a sex goddess <-- not literally!! but the moment you lay your eyes on her.. *bam* you think you just went to heaven~ Ahh it runs in the blood!!Viv and Jay.. *nose bleed* f**k!! Opps!!! I didn't swear but I just couldn't help it!! Seksi Girls beautiful inside and outside~ what you guys out there should be looking for, not the sluts that are keeping your eyes blind from what you should truly value!!!
Signing Out.
Bebe.
It's Be~ once again commenting on this fabulous blog on our family from the inside!! <-- bit confusing right there.. anyway.. this is a blog dedicated to Jay's previous 2 blogs.. really.. life within our family is hard.. cold rock hard.. DAMN RIGHT!! Cold Rock In Your Face Hard~ ok >.> i'll stop.. =.="
Back to the main story!! Ok so yea... my sis has been a pain in the ass... not literally.. but honestly.. shes just.. ugh.. UNbelievable!! I mean yes i've been though the rebellion stage but you have to have limits right? I don't want to go into depth too much on her for the time being as it'll take me WAYYYYY too long to really post it up.. BUT on the surface~ cut short~ wateva.. here it is..
*age 15.. turning 16
*changed schools..
*foul attitude
*smokes
*devirginised xD
*skips school at least half the time
*forging signatures
*getting into fights
*comes home at 11pm every night (if lucky)
*known as the "RAKING queen" (raking means stealing for those who don't know ;p)
*has had many affairs outside her currently: 7th bf since.. 2008?
**secret*
*went through abortion
*etc etc. cant think of it right now.. too much xD
Honestly.. I don't wanna make my sister look bad or anything.. but reli.. I'm not exaggerating!! Its just drives us all insane.. my point is.. I know my mum has it bad and all.. I mean having such a disgraceful daughter.. but being the fact that i'm currently in my hsc year.. i have trouble learning how to study >.> [yea as i said i'm more the party girl], barely hitting the deadline of my assessments, having trouble with some of my peers, pressured by my grandma.. problems with my father.. and definately feel sorry for my mum. All i really wanna do is just help my mum out by taking matters into my hand.. yes~ that means taking responsibility of my sister >< but =/ its not as easy as it sounds
I swear without my cousins to really help me out through these times I would be soo lost and frustrated!! It's somewhat.. CRAZY!!! The effects on my emotional life!! REALLY!! Not to boast or anything, but i consider myself a really optimistic girl, i see the light in everything~ Just.. *sigh* its hard to really do that when you're just lost in the middle of nowhere, stuck between family and school which one to pay more attention to? Resulting me in my somewhat foul mood. I had been snappy and really short tempered but I guess i just wasnt use to that new change, I mean I'm only 16!! You can't expect me to take this on myself!! I don't tell my friends because everyones busy and I dont want to put burden on them too, my family.. disagrees with me and everything.. *sigh* but here I am coping with it all being a strong girl I am, I have shred tears, I have expressed anger.. Most Importantly, I saw who really knew and loves me~
Jay!! To you!! I really don't deserve all the compliment you gave me!!! I just enjoy seeing everyone around me smiling even if i'm not inside, I'll give you one on the outside!! i mean.. why ruin a party with a drunk? Why ruin a day with a frown?! If you ever need me, I'll be there!! I might not be the best listener because I'm a talker myself!! but i'll do my best~ Haha
Honestly!!! You've been much more of a help to me than i've been to you!! Trust me bubz!! Knowing that i'll be seeing you puts a smile on my face!! To you and I'm saying this to my cousins out there whos reading this too~ You guys are the best things thats happened in my life!!
Gosh!!! Didn't you reckon this post is soooo not like me?!
It seemed wayyy too depressing in the middle~ Thats a little insight to my mind xD
It's messy, it's confusing but I live the life I live and I know there are many out there who are going through worse!!!
Anyway~ I love ending things on a bright note!! SO GUYS!!! WISH ME LUCK ON MY UPCOMING HALF YEARLIES!! Hope you guys have also aced it with flying colours!! Oh!! AND A GREAT SHOUT OUT TO QUEENIE!! WHO WOULD BE JOINING US SOON IN THIS BLOG!! ANOTHER GREAT COUSIN OF OURs WHO WE EXTREMELY VALUE!!
She will be bringing us another insight to our family life [Haha aren't we seeing our family life from so many different angles xD]!! Anyway back to queenie!!! She's a sex goddess <-- not literally!! but the moment you lay your eyes on her.. *bam* you think you just went to heaven~ Ahh it runs in the blood!!Viv and Jay.. *nose bleed* f**k!! Opps!!! I didn't swear but I just couldn't help it!! Seksi Girls beautiful inside and outside~ what you guys out there should be looking for, not the sluts that are keeping your eyes blind from what you should truly value!!!
Signing Out.
Bebe.
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This morning grandma stopped me in the kitchen and talked to me. She told me that Jackie needs to stop back-chatting to her parents because she's making them upset with the constant arguing. Of course the real reason she wanted to talk to me was because she wanted to tell me about Jackie's mum. She said that her mum was feeling sick and she was crying because she was upset about Bec.
Apparently Bec hasn't been going to school lately, and there's been worries that she might be kicked out of the school if she doesn't attend. The last school she went to apparently complained a lot of her, and that's why she had to switch schools.
And her mum has been so upset about this because she doesn't know what to do and she got sick, and Queenie told me that her mum went to the place she works, the chemist, to get medicine and she was crying there as well. Poor Queenie didn't know what to do...
But anyway, Jackie told me that her mum and her got into another argument, so my grandma said to ask her to stop back-chatting to her parents because she's adding to the stress that they're already under. And I, being the defensive one, argued Jackie's position, saying that it was her brother that really caused it, but grandma, who looked to be near tears, said that it shouldn't matter who caused it...you should just tolerate it anyway.
For some reason I felt like she was making a dig at me as well, when she said that parents work hard, and it's not like they can kick you out of the house because they'd worry about you, and blah blah...but yes...
Anyway, Jackie, just for now, until things get better between your parents and Bec...I don't know how long that will take..but just hold your tongue..I know you don't like them yelling and lecturing you when you don't deserve it, but sometimes parents are wrong, and when they realise, they're too proud and stubborn to admit it. And they're usually wrong...idiots.
Anyway just hold your tongue for now. One day they'll realise they've wronged you.
Apparently Bec hasn't been going to school lately, and there's been worries that she might be kicked out of the school if she doesn't attend. The last school she went to apparently complained a lot of her, and that's why she had to switch schools.
And her mum has been so upset about this because she doesn't know what to do and she got sick, and Queenie told me that her mum went to the place she works, the chemist, to get medicine and she was crying there as well. Poor Queenie didn't know what to do...
But anyway, Jackie told me that her mum and her got into another argument, so my grandma said to ask her to stop back-chatting to her parents because she's adding to the stress that they're already under. And I, being the defensive one, argued Jackie's position, saying that it was her brother that really caused it, but grandma, who looked to be near tears, said that it shouldn't matter who caused it...you should just tolerate it anyway.
For some reason I felt like she was making a dig at me as well, when she said that parents work hard, and it's not like they can kick you out of the house because they'd worry about you, and blah blah...but yes...
Anyway, Jackie, just for now, until things get better between your parents and Bec...I don't know how long that will take..but just hold your tongue..I know you don't like them yelling and lecturing you when you don't deserve it, but sometimes parents are wrong, and when they realise, they're too proud and stubborn to admit it. And they're usually wrong...idiots.
Anyway just hold your tongue for now. One day they'll realise they've wronged you.
Been quite empty lately...
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As the title suggests, this blog has been quite quiet, and some would suggest that that would be a good thing because nothing bad has happened. Well as it is, I'm quite bored right now and I thought I would post something to keep me entertained.
Right now, this blog consists of Viv, Jackie and I. I've mentioned this blog to the fourth member of our little clique, Queenie, and she is extremely interested. Anyhow, I thought I would just take the time to talk a little bit about our relationship with each other.
Jackie, Queenie and I were all born around the same time, though I'm the oldest. So it can be said that the closeness in age has influenced our relationship and made us all that much closer. The closeness in age means that we generally experience the same things at the same time and so we have a lot to share with each other.
Viv is the youngest out of the four of us, but she's still close enough in age to relate to us. Generally we share our 'war' stories with her and warn her about what she should expect from the horrible years ahead of her.
Each school break, we go out as a group to the city and have a great time together. We go karaoke, take sticker photots, play pool, watch movies, shop, eat and just have a really nice time. I love these periods spend together because I feel that I can really be myself without fear of anyone judging, because if you can't be yourself around family...then there's really no hope for you.
Anyway the upcoming school break will definitely be different and I'm extremely excited for it. We're planning on going to Jackie's place and sleeping over and then going to the city for a whole day, and this feels like it's going to be an awesome holiday.
I hope everything goes well, and that we all enjoy ourselves immensely, though spending time around each other makes me happy anyway.
I especially enjoy spending time with Jackie, because she has the most amusing character. She came over on Sunday, on a day where I wasn't feeling all that great because my tests were coming up, and overall just feeling quite depressed. But after spending some time with her, my spirits were lifted, and they were lifted even more after reading her post on this blog.
I just love Jackie, and her ability to make people happy and I admire that quality about her.
Recently there has been some worry about Queenie. She's definitely the one who stresses the most about things, especially test periods. The last I heard, she'd locked herself in her room, studying frantically and she had lost weight and had gotten quite pale. Sometimes I worry about her and the amount of pressure that she places on herself. Being around her is definitely very different than being around Jackie. I don't feel as comfortable, but I still love hanging out with her because of her crudeness. Just like me! =)
And Viv, dear sister Viv, we're not as close as I'd like, but she is a great listener, even if she gives out the worst advice. But she has a great listening ear, a great person to go to if you want to rant, even if she tends to tune me out a lot. It's not my fault I forgot I told her the same thing ten minutes ago...ahem.
But yes, boredom leads to strange things. But I'm glad I wrote this.
Love,
Jay
Right now, this blog consists of Viv, Jackie and I. I've mentioned this blog to the fourth member of our little clique, Queenie, and she is extremely interested. Anyhow, I thought I would just take the time to talk a little bit about our relationship with each other.
Jackie, Queenie and I were all born around the same time, though I'm the oldest. So it can be said that the closeness in age has influenced our relationship and made us all that much closer. The closeness in age means that we generally experience the same things at the same time and so we have a lot to share with each other.
Viv is the youngest out of the four of us, but she's still close enough in age to relate to us. Generally we share our 'war' stories with her and warn her about what she should expect from the horrible years ahead of her.
Each school break, we go out as a group to the city and have a great time together. We go karaoke, take sticker photots, play pool, watch movies, shop, eat and just have a really nice time. I love these periods spend together because I feel that I can really be myself without fear of anyone judging, because if you can't be yourself around family...then there's really no hope for you.
Anyway the upcoming school break will definitely be different and I'm extremely excited for it. We're planning on going to Jackie's place and sleeping over and then going to the city for a whole day, and this feels like it's going to be an awesome holiday.
I hope everything goes well, and that we all enjoy ourselves immensely, though spending time around each other makes me happy anyway.
I especially enjoy spending time with Jackie, because she has the most amusing character. She came over on Sunday, on a day where I wasn't feeling all that great because my tests were coming up, and overall just feeling quite depressed. But after spending some time with her, my spirits were lifted, and they were lifted even more after reading her post on this blog.
I just love Jackie, and her ability to make people happy and I admire that quality about her.
Recently there has been some worry about Queenie. She's definitely the one who stresses the most about things, especially test periods. The last I heard, she'd locked herself in her room, studying frantically and she had lost weight and had gotten quite pale. Sometimes I worry about her and the amount of pressure that she places on herself. Being around her is definitely very different than being around Jackie. I don't feel as comfortable, but I still love hanging out with her because of her crudeness. Just like me! =)
And Viv, dear sister Viv, we're not as close as I'd like, but she is a great listener, even if she gives out the worst advice. But she has a great listening ear, a great person to go to if you want to rant, even if she tends to tune me out a lot. It's not my fault I forgot I told her the same thing ten minutes ago...ahem.
But yes, boredom leads to strange things. But I'm glad I wrote this.
Love,
Jay
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Hey!! This is Jackie [or Bebe]!! As you've seen my name mentioned in the previous couple of blogs~
ok.. lets see.. Let start with an intro about me and my part of the family tree!! As you know my dad, Raymond, my mum, Myanh, THE AWESOME ME!!, Bec (short for Rebecca) yea you've heard about her wrong-doings in viv's blog and my lil bro Oscar and baby sister Kristy [yes.. its KRISTY with a K not Ch as posted in the previous blogs.. *sigh* some cousins arent they ;p don't worry we still love them!!] thats pretty much my family!!
OK I know the world doesnt evolve around me!! But hey!! A girl can't help showing herself to the world right? Alright here goes!! Full name: Jacqueline [insert last name here]<-- Just being safe .. hehe. But alot of people call me Jackie and closer friends call me bebe.. why? apparently whenever I'm on msn i always say "brb" and im extremely busy, so they say im as busy as a "bee" *shrugs* NOW a must know and it'll be first question I'll ask you about me.. is... *drum rolls* I LOVE PURPLE!! Explains why my font is in purple I guess.. what else.. *thinks* oh right!! I love singing!! Haha I sing everywhere i go!! Too bad I can't be a singer.. and i love my MEAT!! yea.. not the veggie girl.. though i force myself at times.. OMG!! HOW CAN I FORGET!! I LOOOURVEE my family!! esp. my cousins!! they make family meetings soo much more enjoyable xDxD
Now for the hates.. I hate SLUTS!!! people who are annoying and stupid!! not that I'm smart myself.. but if you're dumber than me?! yes you need to see the doctor man.. omg.. sorry.. i just hate too many things.. lets just skip this bit..
IMPORTANT: I'M A BITCH AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!!!!
Overall: I'm really outgoing and I love my parties and outings, but i have limits and morals.. so i won't be one of those i'm-a-slut-now-screw-me chicks. I consider myself extremely emotional.. so yea.. I cry easily.. yet at the same time its hard to make me cry on the outside.. I'm a pretty emotionally strong girl despite my soft side.. Since I'm so emotional i can't watch horrors.. I'll be screaming.. tearing.. freaking.. yea.. just don't think about taking me to a horror or thriller.. I tend to be nice to people, though if you get on my bad side.. nuhuh.. hunnie.. you're in pretty bad spot.. trust me.. I'll rip your head off xD But if i love you then I DO MEAN I LOVE YOU! And despite all that~ I have my serious moments and yes I love my Deep and Meaningful talks.. but I'm a growing YOUNG LADY!! so I still have fun while being mature!! OK!! ^^ enough about me now onto the blogging!!
So as my TO DIE FOR cousins have mentioned!! This blog would consist of our whole family~ a really... big.. family.. filled with drama.. sometimes me and my cousins reminise about our times and we're just like.. god.. what a life full of drama.. We reckon we can actually make a drama out of this and it'll be one of the biggest hits of all time.. No, seriously!! No exaggeration intended!! Dramas I mean FML type.. Frustraion, Depression Gossip, DUH THE HAPPINESS! and oh how can i forget.. the LOVE between us!!
I really can't wait till we fill in on our recent pasts on a certain girl called Caitlyn!! Our ONCE imported cousin from Vietnam who came on a study visa.. but that would take a while since theres a little too much in it and if you want it good.. you've gotta know it in full detail!!
So until our next update stay tuned into "If My Life Were a Drama"!!! Where we will discuss the continuous issues on my sister Bec!!!
Coming Soon: Caitlyn the I-Think-Your'e-Stupid-and-I'm-so-Good-so-Don't-Even-Compare BITCH!!
x3 Bebe.
ok.. lets see.. Let start with an intro about me and my part of the family tree!! As you know my dad, Raymond, my mum, Myanh, THE AWESOME ME!!, Bec (short for Rebecca) yea you've heard about her wrong-doings in viv's blog and my lil bro Oscar and baby sister Kristy [yes.. its KRISTY with a K not Ch as posted in the previous blogs.. *sigh* some cousins arent they ;p don't worry we still love them!!] thats pretty much my family!!
OK I know the world doesnt evolve around me!! But hey!! A girl can't help showing herself to the world right? Alright here goes!! Full name: Jacqueline [insert last name here]<-- Just being safe .. hehe. But alot of people call me Jackie and closer friends call me bebe.. why? apparently whenever I'm on msn i always say "brb" and im extremely busy, so they say im as busy as a "bee" *shrugs* NOW a must know and it'll be first question I'll ask you about me.. is... *drum rolls* I LOVE PURPLE!! Explains why my font is in purple I guess.. what else.. *thinks* oh right!! I love singing!! Haha I sing everywhere i go!! Too bad I can't be a singer.. and i love my MEAT!! yea.. not the veggie girl.. though i force myself at times.. OMG!! HOW CAN I FORGET!! I LOOOURVEE my family!! esp. my cousins!! they make family meetings soo much more enjoyable xDxD
Now for the hates.. I hate SLUTS!!! people who are annoying and stupid!! not that I'm smart myself.. but if you're dumber than me?! yes you need to see the doctor man.. omg.. sorry.. i just hate too many things.. lets just skip this bit..
IMPORTANT: I'M A BITCH AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!!!!
Overall: I'm really outgoing and I love my parties and outings, but i have limits and morals.. so i won't be one of those i'm-a-slut-now-screw-me chicks. I consider myself extremely emotional.. so yea.. I cry easily.. yet at the same time its hard to make me cry on the outside.. I'm a pretty emotionally strong girl despite my soft side.. Since I'm so emotional i can't watch horrors.. I'll be screaming.. tearing.. freaking.. yea.. just don't think about taking me to a horror or thriller.. I tend to be nice to people, though if you get on my bad side.. nuhuh.. hunnie.. you're in pretty bad spot.. trust me.. I'll rip your head off xD But if i love you then I DO MEAN I LOVE YOU! And despite all that~ I have my serious moments and yes I love my Deep and Meaningful talks.. but I'm a growing YOUNG LADY!! so I still have fun while being mature!! OK!! ^^ enough about me now onto the blogging!!
So as my TO DIE FOR cousins have mentioned!! This blog would consist of our whole family~ a really... big.. family.. filled with drama.. sometimes me and my cousins reminise about our times and we're just like.. god.. what a life full of drama.. We reckon we can actually make a drama out of this and it'll be one of the biggest hits of all time.. No, seriously!! No exaggeration intended!! Dramas I mean FML type.. Frustraion, Depression Gossip, DUH THE HAPPINESS! and oh how can i forget.. the LOVE between us!!
I really can't wait till we fill in on our recent pasts on a certain girl called Caitlyn!! Our ONCE imported cousin from Vietnam who came on a study visa.. but that would take a while since theres a little too much in it and if you want it good.. you've gotta know it in full detail!!
So until our next update stay tuned into "If My Life Were a Drama"!!! Where we will discuss the continuous issues on my sister Bec!!!
Coming Soon: Caitlyn the I-Think-Your'e-Stupid-and-I'm-so-Good-so-Don't-Even-Compare BITCH!!
x3 Bebe.
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